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True Life in God
Notebook 11
lean entirely on Me, your Jesus; I know
how helpless you are; I wanted to have
but a mere child who would have to
depend entirely on Me;
Jesus?
I am;
Is Your message of Gethsemane finished?
no; I will continue; My children have to
be revived and shown that I am among
them; with My Message, which I blessed,
they would see Me and feel Me; many
will return to Me, I, who long for My
beloved ones;
Jesus, how can I do anything?
Vassula; will a father not help his child
cross the road when it needs his help? so
I will help you till the end;
I don't know if I am doing right by
distributing Your message, am I doing
wrong?
no, you are giving My Bread as I gave It
to you; My Bread must be given freely!
May 17, 1987
(I read St. Michael's prayer.)
read the next one;
(I read The Memorare of St. Bernard (St
Mary) being worried about something:
when My friends read the messages and
start thinking again of God, some
returning to God and some being happy
with hope unfortunately sometimes what
happens in their delight is that they would
talk about it to a priest friend, and he
would warn them not to believe it’s God. In
fact, I realised myself that out of the four
priests here knowing the writings, two
discouraged me and two encouraged me. I
would have liked though that those that
discouraged me and discourage others, I
would have liked them to decide after
having read from A – Z. Then if they still
thought it nothing they should tell me why
and explain it. How could one give an
opinion without following it and discussing
with me not more than once!)
fill up your heart with God’s Flame; I
love you;
Beloved Mother, I fear that God’s message
might be trampled by people who are not
even following it up or reading it!
fear not, child,
I’m distressed!
I know, will you acknowledge, Vassula,
the Works of Jesus?
I do ...
Vassula, I have prayed for you, agapi
mou, be patient; lean on Jesus;
(I prayed to Jesus.)
lean on Me,
I’m fearing for Your message to be crushed,
by those who have not read it even.
do not fear, love Me; to purify your soul
glorifies Me, come, let us go; remember,
us, we ... grieve not;
(Jesus led me yesterday to Sunday Mass. I
can't follow the Mass properly, as all the
rest, since I've never been taught the songs
and procedure. I'm always one step behind
the others, but I know Jesus is there and is
talking to me. The bread felt consoling.)
© Vassula Rydén