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be My altar; since I know your incapacity
to draw from My Flame, I will pour
Myself My burning desires in you, thus
keeping My Flame ablaze; beloved,
come, you are My flower which needs
My Light; live under My Light, I do not
want to see you perish;
Lord, You attract me too. You know that ...
does that amaze you? your wretchedness
is attracted by My Mercy; your ineffable
weakness by My Strength; your
nothingness by everything I am; live for
Me;
(I told Him my desire.)
earn your desire, Vassula,
(I saw Jesus trying to show His desire.)
Vassula, come, come closer to Me,
Vassula,
(I was hesitating.)
again I ask you to want but Me only;
Vassula, do not deny Me! listen to My
Heartbeats, can you resist Me?
How can I resist God?
(Yet I’m trying to, for I don’t know how I’ll
end up.)
I love You, My God.
come then to Me, have no desires for
yourself; do you want to see Me there?
(In my mind passed a famous picture of
Jesus in a famous place, I don’t know why.)
If it’s Your wish, Lord. But do not answer
me, do as You wish though.
daughter, all your work, let it be for My
glory; My desires should be your desires
too, I will write My desires and lead you;
It is about unity?
Yes, Unity of My Church; I want My
Body strengthened; unity will strengthen
My Church;
will you remember My Presence?
come then, let us go;
May 24, 1987
I am with you;
Do you want me to serve You?1
I do, I want it very much; Vassula, come,
I will show you how and where you can
serve Me; remember everything I have
taught you;
(Teachings, mystic teachings so that my
faculties are all alert, so that by being
aware I will hear Him and feel Him all the
more.)
have My Peace; listen to My Voice;
I wish I could hear You crystal clear ...
Vassula, you will hear Me well enough to
write everything that My Heart contains,
all that My Heart desires; beloved, free
yourself to be able to serve Me and wait
upon Me; do you know what ‘free’ means
Vassula? I will tell you; have confidence;
(I felt that what He taught me would not
work, and I might fail Him.)
free is to detach your soul from worldly
solicitudes; free your soul and love Me
and My Works; serve Me in this way,
detach yourself;
I will have difficulties, My Lord!
lo;1
1 I asked this because this is what God had asked me
and I through weakness and fear stopped Him from
writing it.
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