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My God, maybe we’ll lose each other from
my own fault.
have you forgotten our links? I am your
Spouse and you are living in My House; I
am feeding you; I envelop you with My
Light; I watch over your frailty, I treat
you like a child because of your misery,
what will I not do for you! are You happy
with Me, Vassula?
Yes Lord, may You be Blessed forever for it
is You who gives me happiness, You are my
smile.
love Me in spite of your doubts;
Lord?
come, you are weak but I will strengthen
you; I want you strong for My Message;1
would you wish Me to unveil your eyes
completely and see Me clearer?
I would, if it is Your wish too.
you need a few more steps towards Me,
you are almost there! I will unveil your
eyes and you will behold in front of you,
your Saviour! five of My Wounds will be
open so that you penetrate into them; I
will let you taste My sorrows; I long for
that moment;
fill Me with loving words; Vassula you
are bonded to Me, yet, have you not felt
more free? smile at Me when you feel My
Presence and see Me; I am fully aware of
your capacity and wisdom; I know I have
with Me a nothing, a nothing at all;
come, do not misunderstand Me, will I
have a nothing or would I rather have a
rival of some sort? I will of course
choose a nothing to send on earth My
words and My desires, without the
slightest negation;
1 The real apostolate had not begun.
Lord, You have given me so much I feel
very much in debt!
have you got anything to give Me,
Vassula?
(I’m hesitating, what can I give?)
surely you have just a bit of something!
even if you have nothing to give Me, I
love you;
Maybe I have something to give You?
have you asked yourself whether I
wanted it or not? I am self sufficient, I
suffice by Myself;
Would You want me to give You something
anyway?
I do;
But then whatever I give You will be no
good in Your eyes!
why?
Because You are Perfect.
I will receive it and even if it is evil I will
turn it into good! I am Divinity;
Have I then anything good to offer You?
you have; but all that is good comes from
Me; I have given it to you, everything
good is from Me;
(I’m a bit disappointed, I can’t please Him.)
Then I have nothing of myself to give You.
no; I have given you all that you have
and is good;
Maybe a good painting, offering it to You!2
2 My own hand-made paintings.
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