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True Life in God
Notebook 12
let Me do whatsoever I want to with you;
Vassula, I am God and by now you must
have understood that by having you
elevated to Me and having taught you to
love Me and by letting you meet Me in
this way, I want something out of you;
you were taught to write by My given
grace; this grace was given to you to
enable Me to use you; I have bestowed
upon you many graces, so that you may
glorify Me;
I have united you to Me; I have taken
you as my bride; I and you are one now;
do you not see clearer, daughter? I love
you all and I have approached you for
My own interests;
My God,
I am;
(I reminded him of something.)
Vassula, I fulfil always My goals;
I know, I know, I wish You could tell me
clearer.
daughter, I love you far beyond your
understanding; I know you are ineffably
weak; I know that without Me you are
totally insufficient; unable to move; do
not worry, I will lift you like a father
would lift his invalid child; I will take
care of you, I will supply you; I will see
that all My Works will be fulfilled;
remember, I have trained you to be My
bearer; I will not see you leave without
having accomplished your mission; I
love you; love Me and Me only; I do not
want rivals, worship Me for I am your
God;
Vassula, to wait upon your God is to
serve Him; serve Me; come, be one with
Me; in your ignorance, daughter, I
accept you; I have indeed around Me
loyal servants, they are My beloved of
My Soul; they are of great esteem in My
eyes, I entrust them with My Works,
they honour My Name by serving Me
fervently, worshipping Me, immolating
their soul for Me, and with great grace
bless My Word; I love them and I look
upon them lovingly; withhold not your
question;
Why did You choose me since I’m no good
and only create…
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wretchedness attracts Me; altogether
you are nothing, nothing at all! but by
being nothing I am everything you are
not, for what have I as rival? I find no
rival within you since you are nothing;
such is My delight in you daughter;
I can’t understand.
no, you cannot understand but does it
matter, does it really matter, I am
Sovereign of all creation; you are all
Mine, and you little one, you without the
slightest interest, attracts Me; littleness
holds My attention; nothingness
infatuates
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Me; Vassula, one day you will
fully understand My Words; were you to
serve Me, I would reveal in you nothing
but passion;
Passion.
yes, passion; will…
(I, through weakness, stopped Him from
writing His question. I heard it though ...
nothing can stop Him from letting me hear
what He wants to say.)
I can abide in you even in your awesome
weakness; love Me, Vassula; do not fear
Me; I am Love and I am very fond of
you; I will never ask of you anything that
can harm you; I am Love and Master of
Love; child, in spite of your incessant
doubts and failures, I have chosen you to
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He did not let me finish.
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I had never heard this word in my life before.
© Vassula Rydén
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