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Yes, My Lord, I can see difficulties.
lo, lo, stay near Me;
I fear to disappoint and fail Your desires.
fear not, sister; beloved, love me;
(I felt Him and loved Him.)
love for love; love Me as now; work and
serve Me as now; be as you are; I need
servants who are able to serve Me where
love is needed most; work hard though
for where you are, you are among evil,
unbelievers, you are in the vile depths of
sin; you are going to serve your God
where darkness prevails; you will have
no rest; you will serve Me where every
good is deformed into evil, yes; serve Me
among wretchedness, among wickedness
and the iniquities of the world; serve Me
among Godless people, among those that
mock Me, among those that pierce My
Heart; serve Me among My scourgers,
among My condemnors; serve Me
among those that recrucify Me and spit
on Me; O Vassula, how I suffer! come
and console Me;
My God, come! come among those that love
You, go to them, at least for a while go and
You are loved there. Rest in their heart,
forget; can’t You forget for a while at least?
(Jesus seemed SO distressed!!)
Vassula, forget? how could I forget; how,
when repeatedly they are recrucifying
Me? 2 five of My Wounds are left open for
all who want to penetrate in them;
(Jesus leaned on me. I felt distressed; He
seemed comfortless, worn out.)
1 That is: No.
2 He dictated so quick I could hardly follow.
Vassula, come, you are my little flower, I
want smooth and soft petals from you to
replace My thorns;
Jesus let those who love You unburden You,
let those who love You rest You and replace
You in Your recrucifixion.
(I didn’t know how to console such
distress.)
beloved, those that love Me strive and
suffer with Me; they share My Cross,
they rest Me, but they are few; I need
more souls to unite with Me and bear My
sufferings; flower, love Me, never refuse
Me,
Jesus?
I am;
Will You help me love You more?
I will, beloved;
(I feel speechless. What can I say; if any
one knew how painful it was to see Him so
hurt! It was like He was dying all over
again. How can one comfort one who is
dying from wounds? And to tell Him what?
That it will be all right? When one knows
He is injured to death!)
May 25, 1987
(I start to realise how much easier it is to
meet God with this grace He has given me
if I come without the slightest doubt or
disbelief, feeling Him, seeing Him, and
letting Him write. I start to understand.
Full faith makes all the demons flee and
they feel at loss, with no power. They fear
and are exasperated! When I come
hesitant, doubtful, they feel strong and
attack me in writing their insults. Full faith
and an open heart for God can make the
mountains move! I feel Him like an electric
sense in me; wonderful and I never want to
leave Him or this instant of God's finger on
me ... I want it to last forever!)
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