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faithfully Mine; have you imagined that I
have not known all this? I knew
everything, and that is precisely why I
chose you; I told you that your ineffable
weakness and misery attracts Me; come,
this guidance will restore My honour, I
rejoice at how it will remedy your
injustices;
Vassula, crown Me with tender words!
My words, Lord? What possible value have
they got to such a Majestic Presence?
every tender and loving word coming
even from you becomes divine in My
Presence; it becomes great in My Ears;
never weary of writing, My little
instrument; everything you do comes
from Me; I suspend you with My
Strength and I call you when I wish; I
love you, love your Lord too;
(I felt again that His Greatness annihilated
me completely, it was like plunging in the
deepest ocean. A wonderful feeling, of
wanting to be possessed by God and being
pleased to be!)
May 10, 1987
Vassula do you remember when I fed My
people with manna? I threw it from
Heaven, it came from My stores in
Heaven; do you know that it is I who
lifted the seas so that My people could
cross to the Sinai?
Yes, Lord.
I am Omnipotent, little one; I am the
One who installs together this guidance
to feed many; I have, Vassula,
communicated with you all this time!
see?
My God, and still I’m fearing that this is
done by my subconscious ...
let Me tell you instantly that you would
never have done all this work on your
own! do you believe in miracles?
Yes, I do.
consider this as a miracle then, I love
you;
I love You, Father. How could I explain to
people when they ask me how do I see You.
I feel Your Presence very much, and it’s no
fancy.
tell them that you see Me with the eyes
of your soul;
Sometimes, Jesus, I think I’m imagining
You and want to turn my eyes away from
You (the vision) to convince myself it’s not
You ...
in doing this you offend Me, Vassula; I
have given you this grace,1 accept My
gift, accept what I give you!
Lord, sometimes and especially in
Bangladesh with the heat I feel exhausted, I
wish I could do more work. Sometimes I
wish I was like an amoeba, split in several
pieces!
I give you enough strength to complete
My Works; Luke once said; “I will never
exhaust since I am working for the Lord,
for the Lord Himself is my strength”;
little one I have led you as a father would
lead his little child by the hand to school;
estimate what you have earned with Me?
I have indeed earned a lot. Since I never
practised religion, nor had a Bible in the
house since school time, and not having
been to church since the baptism of my first
son (15 years ago). You taught me many
things. Not that I now consider myself as a
scholar, but at least You taught me who
1 To have intellectual visions as well as imaginary
visions.
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