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pain, sorrowful, and bitter. It sounded like
a very strong moan! Dragging.)
April 29, 1987
(Next morning.)
I am the Lord Jesus; you heard My cry, it
was I; It woke you up,1 I cried out from
My Cross, It was My last loud cry I gave
when I was in flesh, a cry full of
sufferings, pains, and bitterness
resounding from the depths of My Soul,
piercing the heights in Heaven; It shook
the earth's foundations and tore in half
the hearts of those who loved Me, as it
ripped the veil in the Temple; It aroused
devout followers of Mine, as It aroused
the dead from their graves, overthrowing
the earth that covered them, as It
overthrew Evil;
Great thunder shook the very Heavens
above and every angel trembling fell
prostrate and worshipped Me in total
silence; My Mother, standing nearby, on
hearing My cry, fell to the ground on her
knees and covered Her face weeping,
carrying that last cry with Her to the day
of Her dormition; She suffered ...
I am embittered; suffering still from
many iniquities of the world;
wickedness, lawlessness and egoism; My
Cry is growing louder every day; I was
left alone on My Cross, alone to bear the
sins of the world on My shoulders, alone
to suffer, alone to die, shedding My
Blood which covered the entire world,
redeeming you My beloved ones;
that same Cry is now on earth like an
echo of the past, am I living in the
shadows of the past? was My Sacrifice in
vain? how can you not hear then My Cry
from the Cross? why do you shut your
ears and dispel It?
Lord, for whom is this message?
1 It woke you up, is symbolic?
for all those who have ears to hear My
Cry;
(I felt very touched knowing how much He
suffered all alone, and is still suffering.)
My God, I accept to be as You wish me to be
in Your message of April 23, your sacrifice,
your target. Let me bear Your Cross for
You and let me give You rest. Let me
comfort You. I'm not alone. Like I said
before, I’m with You!2
I love you little dove, I indulged you with
all My graces; allow Me to use you for
My own interests and My own glory;
retain nothing for yourself and look
upon My own interests only; glorify Me,
work for Me, add to your sufferings, My
sufferings;
I wish the whole world praised Your Name
and its voice reached You.
unity will strengthen My Church; Unity
will glorify Me; Vassula, love Me;
Teach me to love you as You want, Lord.
I will; I will not abandon you; do not
weary bearing My Cross; I am near you
sharing It, beloved;
(In Paris during Easter:
When the Archimandrite said to me on
looking at the Message: “It is a miracle.” I
also thought how wonderful, how beautiful
that God gives us a Message, but on the
other hand how terrible, terrible because it
shows a sad God, a suffering God; God
gives a Message in agony, unhappy and
abandoned by many. It is a sad Message.)
Am I learning at all, Jesus? Not that I ask
to satisfy myself but to know at least where
I stand. I mean if I progress at all!
2 I take back what I said on April 7, 1987. I take back.
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