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True Life in God
Notebook 10
illuminate with My grace;
1
draw My
sign;
ichthis
Vassula, start summarising the guidance
and rewrite My Message; I will guide
you, illuminating you; all that is
repeated was for your education; you
needed it;
My Message is to be called Peace and
Love;
2
(It’s terrible, I’m too realistic, too sceptic. I
can’t help feeling again today doubtful that
this is happening. Why, why is it that they
believe so fully and constant, and I so
inconsistent? I, who know very well that I
can’t handle my hand, and know how
powerless I become when God takes
possession of my hand, how he can throw
the pencil off my hand, and how he can
move the pencil without me much touching
it. It’s happening to me, He has given me so
many proofs, and look, waves of doubt,
still! And then many times thinking that I
might be misguiding everybody! There are
so many in this guidance I can't count! and
it’s not even published ...)
beloved, I am Yahweh; give Me your
weaknesses and let My Strength
annihilate them;
(What patience God must have, with me, to
stand me ... I think the main reason why I
have doubts is because of me, because I
know myself, I compare myself to those
who got a supernatural approach to God
and had received Messages
,
how good they
were and how devoted. That is what strikes
me, it’s like comparing night with day. I
admit one positive thing though, at least I
love God deeply, and no one can tell me
1
God made me understand that all those who read
His Messages and do get illuminated (an attraction
to God again) is enough sign that it’s He who feeds
them and the Message is from Him.
2
With time Jesus is illuminating me that the
Ecclesiastical Editions are also meant for Hebrews
and Muslims!
that this is my imagination or like one
priest told me that even that the devil can
put in your brain... If I was weak and
listened to all what I hear I would have
cracked up. Today I heard from a lady
(who just started Freud) that all this could
be in my subconscious, a love complex for
God. Rubbish. To her, if we do have a love
for God, it means we are psychologically
sick? But her theory or Freud’s does not
affect me a bit; firstly, God warned me of
these theories already that I will be accused
of, also I do not particularly like Freud
since he was an atheist, even Jung left him!
For Freud we appear to be only material!)
My child, people always judged in
human ways; I am a God full of Mercy
and Love, but so little understood;
But Lord, You have chosen a ‘no good one’,
that’s what brings doubts to me!
you are My daughter too! I love even the
most wretched among you;
April 10, 1987
remember My Crucifixion lasted for
hours; I suffered many hours; all of My
Blood was shed; I love you; come and
console Me by loving Me;
(Jesus was feeling sad, and was longing to
be consoled. He constantly reminding me of
His crucifixion these days and giving me
images of it. Sometimes I feel His Presence
so full that I think I could touch Him
solidly, I could so to say feel the air moving
when He moves producing it!)
April 16, 1987
(Easter Thursday)
Vassula, I was present in My Church; I
walked before My Cross; I paused a few
© Vassula Rydén
