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True Life in God
Notebook 11
Me and I in you, you in Me and Me in
you, us;
adapt in Me, unite;
But You have united us, Jesus. You said You
did!
I have;
(I suddenly felt physically exhausted, so I
asked permission to go.)
Shall we go, Jesus?
daughter, why?
I’m exhausted, Jesus.
beloved, I want you to stay, will you
stay?
(It was the first time Jesus insisted.)
I will stay then ...
torn is My Heart when I am left alone,
But You are with me, we are together...
I am with you now, but you do forget Me
many times; leave Me free and let My
Divine Hands mould you as I wish; I will
form you to My image; let Me free to
work in you; I am Jesus and Jesus
means Saviour, daughter; I love you to
jealousy; I want you all Mine; I want
everything you do to be for Me; I do not
tolerate rivals; I want you to worship Me
and live for Me;
breathe for Me, love for Me, eat for
Me, smile for Me, immolate yourself for
Me; everything you will do, do it for Me;
I want to consume you, I want to inflame
you desiring Me only; adorn Me with
your petals, My flower; crown Me with
your love; remove My thorned crown
and replace it with your soft petals;
fragrance Me with your fragrance, love
Me and Me only;
I have laid out My life for you out of
Sublime Love; would you not do the
same for Me your Spouse? betrothed,
rejoice your Spouse, make Me happy!
bind yourself to Me with eternal bonds;
live for Me and Me alone; be My
Sacrifice, be My Target, be My Net;
creature, do you love Me?
How can I not love You, My God? I do!
say it, say it many times; let Me hear it, I
love hearing it; say it a thousand times a
day and every morning after you rest in
Me, face Me and tell Me, “My Lord, I
love you;”
Jesus, I love You, but why are You
becoming stern?
1
(Maybe I am not doing enough.)
come, do not misunderstand Me! it’s
Love talking, it’s Love’s desires, it’s
Love’s flame, it’s Love’s jealous love; I
cannot stand rivals; lean on your Holy
Father, Spouse, Companion and God;
come, let us rest in each other; love Me,
daughter, with a jealous love too;
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May 6, 1987
(My message to God before His message of
May 6, 1987 –
I am learning what God means by
surrendering completely. Being detached.
Leave everything and follow Him. His
Words are symbolic, they are not material.
Surrender, I have by loving Him first and
beyond everything else and the feeling I
would like Him to use me. Being detached,
yes, to the extent of being detached from
my body, meaning that I realise I have a
soul that wants, desires to detach itself
1
Here, I meant, demanding. Jesus was demanding
out of His fervent love.
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The word rival means everything else that we put
BEFORE God. We must put God first.
© Vassula Rydén
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