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I know, lean on Me;
(I felt desperate.)
Vassula, Vassula, no, you cannot enjoy
these earthly solicitudes as before for
this is My will; I do not want you to bear
those things;
Jesus?
I am; look into My Hands; look, Vassula
they are bleeding; Vassula, revive My
Church; hear Me, have you seen all this
blood streaking down My arms? I suffer;
Lord, why do You give so much pain
showing me all this?
(The vision was so vivid, I thought His
Blood will drop on this note-book.)
to let you understand how I suffer,
beloved, seeing so many souls under
Satan’s power; let Me use you till the
end;
I love You.
be with Me; “us,” I will always remind
you; we;1 love Me;
August 7, 1987
Jesus?
I am;
(Jesus was again giving me images of His
scourging, His right side of His face
swollen. Again I felt in pieces.)
Vassula, I love you all so much!
Quickly, quickly2 ...
1 In saying “we”, He indicated it with His index as a
Teacher talking.
with My power I will raise even the dead;
Vassula, I want to clarify My message of
last week; do you know that I withdraw
just a little bit of My Light? do you feel
this?
I do.
good; by withdrawing My Light but just
very little I nourish your intellect in the
sense that I make you seek Me more,
raising you to contemplation and
enlivening it, flourishing it and thus
becoming fruitful;
How did You nourish me before bringing
me into this?
I had given you recourses which lie out
of your intellect; now I wish to have you
penetrate into a higher degree of
meditation; Vassula, you have to
progress; I am only enriching your food
with this slight change; I want this to be
clear to you; I have told you that I will
detach you in every sense, have I not?
Yes, You did, Lord.
by being now detached I will enliven
your faculties;
The insight You talked about?
yes, your insight, giving you this
spiritual grace will help others;
How others, Lord?
you will be able to understand My
children and thus you will be able to
help them; do not relate this slight
withdrawal of my Light as
abandonment; no, Vassula, I am only
advancing your soul into holiness;
2 Here I meant, “hurry up and complete Your will so
that You don't suffer more”; I couldn’t bear Him
suffering.
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