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I am happy to be with You, my God ...
why?1
Because I love You. Because You are my
happiness, my joy and smile. You are my
happy life; that’s why.
fill Me with joy, Vassula; love Me,
Vassula; trench into deeper depths of my
Heart and let all My Love utterly
consume you in nothing else but a Living
Flame of Love’s Love! beloved, rest in
Me and let Me rest in you; be My
heaven;

July 26, 1987
My God?
I am; little one, who else would lead you
by this special path unless I, God, had
chosen it for you?
In the beginning, I was very much
hesitating, afraid that it’s from evil.
the devil would have fled when you
worshipped Me; he would be unmasked,
revealing his insidious designs in mind;
he would not bear humility, love, and
devotion; have this always in mind; grip
My hand and climb2 do not weary,
repent often;
how will you now proceed?
You are asking me, Lord?
I am;
I can’t, unless You do by helping me.
1 Jesus seemed eager to hear the reasons. He enjoys
it!
2 ‘Climb’ means to progress spiritually, in here.
good; he who fights against My wishes
will be kicking against a goad;
July 27, 1987
(I come with a feeling of desolation, I feel
God is not so near as before.)
grieve not, My Vassula; I will clarify to
you all this; I am near you;
July 28, 1987
(Still with this feeling of desolation.)
Jesus, I am so afraid to be misleading
people when I tell them that I feel
sometimes your hand caressing my head.
Maybe I’m wrong? It would be terrible if
I’m wrong!
grieve not, believe in my Redemptive
Love; I have caressed you so many times
in the past as well as now; no, Vassula,
you have not imagined it; it is I, Jesus;
July 29, 1987
(Still with this desolate feeling.)
Jesus?
I am; I have told you that My bonds are
eternal bonds; what have you to fear?
erroneously you believe that because you
are not used3 as before I am less with
you, or that I have forsaken you, or that I
am angry with you; no; no, Vassula, it is
none of these reasons; My Love has not
changed, I have not deserted you, I will
continue inspiring you;
3 In the sense of being an instrument of God.
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