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Notebook 14 True Life in God 113
July 30, 1987
(I’m still worried. Why can’t I feel God as
before?)
Jesus?
I am; come, look at Me; look, yes;
(I looked into God’s eyes and melted.)
regardless of what you are have I not
raised you and placed you in My Heart?
Vassula, My Vassula will I ever forsake
you?1 reflect, I am Love and until I come
to deliver you I will pour My Love into
you; ela thipla mou, imé o Christos;2
July 31, 1987
Vassula, come; I will clarify your
groundless fears of desolation; it is
insight I am teaching you, do not take
this as abandonment from Me; write;
I am giving you My grace to reach a
higher degree of meditation while, at the
same time, I am purifying your soul for
this higher attainment; be assured, My
beloved, that I am with you and never
far; I am stimulating your love to Me and
strengthening you; a deeper devotion
and a fuller love for Me will be the
results of all this;
Vassula, I desire you to achieve this
higher degree of meditation; you must
grow; beloved remove all shadows of
doubt from your mind – shadows that
distress you; I want you to progress, I
want your soul to attain perfection and
purity; I want to advance your soul into
this higher and more delicate light; your
soul thus cleansed will be able to offer
Me virtues shelled in perfection and
purity;
1 He said this in so much sweetness that God only
can talk in this way.
2 Greek: 'come near Me, I am Christ'. (Jesus was
trying to reassure me and I somewhat felt better.)
from meditation, you will reach in a
higher level of contemplation; this
aridity and feeling of desolation which
leaves you to think ‘all is gone’, it is
because I withdraw from you part of My
Light; do not fear, though; be glad you
feel the difference; by withdrawing part
of My Light I reinforce your desire of
seeking Me and thus I infuse you with
more delicate Light in your intellect; yet,
all Light is never totally withdrawn, for I
always leave you with some Light for you
to be able to see and follow it and to
sustain you from stumbling;
I give you this vigour to continue
seeking Me more fervently than ever;
seek in Me My desires; Vassula, I will
never ever leave you; why, I am your
Heavenly Father who wants you to grow
and flourish and these are My Ways;
have no fear but be alert, never fall
asleep; be seeking from Me; you will
learn, I am your Teacher; love Me,
Vassula; smile at Me when you see Me
and take My Hand when I give to you;
have My Peace and trust Me; come I love
you;
O Father, thank You for relieving me and
explaining to me all this. Thank you for
Your teachings. I love You!
August 4, 1987
(Back in Switzerland)
(I’m almost fearing what I think is
happening, is this the insight God talked
about last week?)
My God?
I am, beloved;
Am I understanding You correctly, Lord?
you are! Love will make out of you, a
mirror of reflections and agonies attuned
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