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sorrowful Soul, from Its depths it came, like
as if It was close to death from sorrow.)
creation! which My Father created by
His own Hand, why, why do you give Me
so much sorrow!!
(Then He turned to me, his face and tone
very grave, saying:)
have you ever thought of Me before I
came to you?
(Guilt.)
No, I haven’t.
(Still grave.)
would you have come to Me if I had not
sought and found you?
No, I don’t think so. (More guilt.)
now you love Me;
Yes, my Lord, I do.
My guidance has changed you, has it
not?
Yes, it has.1
will you muster My children and feed
them?
(I felt helpless.)
My God, how could I, with what means?!
(I want to please Him, showing my thanks,
but I can’t.)
trust Me; let Me guide you, Vassula; let
Me muster My children; I know you are
helpless; I know you are weak; you see,
1 There I really felt that I am nothing and it was not
for my merits He approached me since in the very
beginning I almost rejected Him!
you cannot do anything without Me;
now, will you let Me use you as My
instrument until I have completed My
Message?
Yes, as long as the Message will be from
You, Jesus.
I am Jesus, never doubt; weary not of
writing; every word My lips utter, will
make you feel My wounds; I drag you
down with Me in the dark dominion of
My foe showing you how souls suffer;2 I
outpour on you all My sufferings that
wound Me profoundly; My priest, for My
priest you are, you will walk with Me;
never will I abandon you; together we
will share My Cross; together we will
suffer; together we will strive; you will
take your rest in Me and I in you;
March 18, 1987
I have taught you to love Me and
recognise Me; I showed you My heavenly
works, pouring out all the mysteries of
My Heart, and showing you My ineffable
Mercy, purifying you to be the source of
My revelations and showing the world
My Grace; indeed, I have bestowed upon
you all My insatiable love showing My
children how much I can love them; 3
nevertheless, reminding you that you are
not any different than the rest of them
and that you are not to keep this
guidance hidden;
I want My effusions to cover this
world, for this is My will; Vassula, allow
Me to act in you as I please;
come now and console Me, yes, by
loving Me; I am Yahweh and it is on Me
you are leaning and it is to Me you are
coming to and meditating; you are
invoking Me in your prayers, so do not
2 When He showed me Hell.
3 I’m like a sample.
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