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your heart; marrying Me glorifies Me
and purifies you; we are united;
Yes Lord, but look to what You are united!
I love you, come and lean on Me now;
Vassula, feel My Heart;
(Later on:)
(I felt His Heart, which was very warm,
and palpitating with the desire to be loved.)
you need not feel embarrassed feeling
My Heart, I am Your God who asks you
this; allow Me to use you like I wish;
allow Me to kiss you;
(I got suspicious, thinking it’s evil trying to
make me fall in sin.)
I am the Lord Jesus Christ; do not fear;
(I was still careful. Even though I had not
felt evil around, still I was suspicious.)
do not fear;
(I could not ‘free’ myself, again this ‘leper’
feeling came on me. I did not move.)
do you know how much I love you?
Yes I do, Jesus.
why then do you refuse My kiss?1
Because I’m not worthy of a kiss from You.
Vassula, have I not told you before not to
refuse Me anything? and what have you
answered Me?
That I'll never refuse You anything.
1 Much later on, after a few years only, when I got to
know Jesus more, I understood that Jesus was
teaching me to be intimate with Him, like St
Gertrude and others.
Yes, why then refuse My kiss; Vassula,
never refuse Me; if I ask you something
it is out of love, allow Me to kiss you,
allow Me to do it! will you let Me now?
come to Me and feel My kiss, a heavenly
kiss on your forehead, are you ready?2
I love you;
March 20, 1987
Vassula, let Me tell you something; love
Me till the end for the end will be sweet
and I will be with you;
How much You must have suffered!
My sufferings were not in vain; I have
liberated you from evil;
I wish You could be happy sometimes.
I am happy when I am among My
beloved ones;
Do they make you happy?
yes, they uplift My sorrows;
It’s a pity that we are not two thousand
years back to be with You.
I am still among you, daughter;
Jesus, since you kissed me (yesterday
evening) and all day today I feel ‘dissolved’
in You, like I’m transparent and
tremendously peaceful! It’s like I am hollow
...
Vassula, I am Peace; I will always give
you My Peace; integrate your whole
being in Me and I will dissolve you
2 Jesus kissed my forehead. He left me in an ecstatic
state of mind. How can I explain it. For the following
two days I felt hollow, transparent, like clear glass,
He gave such a tremendous feeling of peace of the
soul; my breathing seemed to go through my lungs
and fill into my entire body, thus having this feeling
of being air.
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