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hanged on it, moaning, with agony,
covered in bruises and blood. I had to go by
it. I didn’t know what to do. While passing
it I heard Jesus call saying: “ oh help Me,
Vassula, come near Me;” I ran quickly up,
left those glasses on the table and ran and
took my scrapbook and Jesus wrote: “My
agony is great, My sufferings are many,
will you not help Me, I who died for you?
I am nailed on My Cross and I cannot
come to you, so come, I want you nearer;
Vassula, how I love you all, heal My
children, call them, have them love Me;
be blessed, be near Me, I love you”. While
He wrote this down He made me feel all
alarmed and I had not realised that in a
few seconds I was covered with sweat.)
Vassula, I, Jesus, suffer and you
discerned fully My Cross and I on it;
I want you to feel My agony, suffer
with Me daughter; live in Me and I will
let you feel My pierced Heart, wounded
by the lance and wounded by so many
beloved souls; I love you, would you
deny Me? I who suffered and died for
you, will your heart have the courage to
resist Me? I have suffered for love; I
have called you out of love; I blessed
you; I fed you; so now since I chose you,
I will expect you to console Me, to love
Me ardently; I will expect you to respond
to Me;
Vassula, have no fear; abandon
yourself fully to Me; yes, surrender
completely, abandoning yourself entirely
to Me and leave Me free to do with you
whatsoever I want to;
I have already agreed to work for You,
Lord. So now You can do what You please
with me, Lord.
yes, surrender; I love you, it pleases Me
to hear you surrendering; never ever
refuse Me for My love for you is
unlimited;
I will continue My teachings in giving
you a secret; Vassula take your scrap
book; fear not for My teachings come
from Wisdom, all mysteries have not yet
been revealed; all works are given to
those who know how to love Me;
(I will take my scrap-book now ... Jesus
gave me the secret. Then He said: “I will
reveal many more hidden works to you.”
That was the third secret.)
every day that goes by, you come closer
to Me;
what does this mean?
it means that I will soon be with you;
(Death does not scare me at all!)
February 12, 1987
God Almighty, I do not want to fall in
vanity or self-interest, I ask you to help me!
I want to remain a nothing. I want to
remain plain and give You all Glory!
Vassula, I am Yahweh; I love you;
all authority will come from Me, little
one; I will always remind you of your
littleness; I will let you understand how I
work; find peace Vassula, I am soon with
you;
(I felt relieved knowing that God will
always remind me of my nothingness! I
had an awful day, only doubts, that this is
quite impossible, and that the whole thing
is untrue, I felt that what is happening is
not happening, yet I heard God calling me,
it is like its absolutely real and yet nothing
real, I suddenly felt as really the most
wretched among men. What is really
happening?)
Vassula, have you forgotten how you
were a year ago; My beloved, let Me
remind you; when I, Yahweh, was
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