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the soldiers erected My cross, setting
it in the furrow;
I gazed upon the crowds, from where I
was hardly seeing; from My swollen
eyes, I watched the world; I saw no
friend among those who mocked Me; no
one was there to console Me; “My God!
My God! why have you forsaken Me?”;
forsaken by all those who loved Me;
My gaze fell on My Mother; I looked
upon Her and our hearts spoke, “I am
giving you My beloved children to be
your children too, You are to be their
Mother”;
all was ending, salvation was near; I
saw the heavens open and every angel
stood erect, all stood in silence, “My
Father, into Your hands I commend My
Spirit, I am with You now”;
I, Jesus Christ, dictated you My
agony;
bear 1 My Cross Vassula, bear it for
Me, My cross cries out for Peace and
Love; I will show you the Way for I love
you daughter;
December 4, 1986
(Still I’m amazed and have enormous
doubts of how this is happening. How could
this happen? I mean how can I not control
my writing hand. It’s like I’m being used by
another force. But I’m too realistic, that’s
why I doubt, and yet, it’s happening, I’m
confused ... )
I am here; it is I, Jesus; daughter,
remember you are spirit and I am also
Spirit2 and Holy; I live in you and you in
Me; remain in Me; I, Jesus, am with you
always; understand this: be in My Light,
for I am the Light and through Me you
are receiving knowledge; you are
progressing;
1 First time Jesus talked about bearing His cross was
on October 23, 1986.
2 This does not deny His Glorious Body nor my flesh.
All right, You have convinced me that it is
You. You have reached Your two goals:
that I love You, was one, and that You are
meeting me in this way is the other. You
have seduced me. I know that I’m not more
schizophrenic than the rest of the world, or
psychotic than the psychiatrist himself. I
know that it is not from the devils since I
know how one feels when attacked by
them, giving a disquieting feeling of
torments.3 I have not chosen to receive
Your calls since I was totally aloof from
You. You willed it My God. I do not regret,
how could I, since I’m seduced now!
child, I elevated you to enable you to be
with Me; I taught you to love Me; are
you happy to be with Me in this way?
Oh yes!
I bless you from the core of My Heart;
December 8, 1986
Can I be in Your Light?
You are in My Light; I am Jesus, your
Saviour; wearing My Cross4 means
bearing with you My sufferings,
daughter;
December 10, 1986
daughter, will you follow Me? do not
wander astray, lead a holy life;
Jesus, can’t I be like I am?5
hear Me; list Me one person of holy
creed who never chose the Church; list
Me one person who was partial! ....
3 That is when I was attacked before, so that I
abandoned the writings.
4 Jesus meant the cross one wears around the neck.
5 Leading a jazzy life but also trying to be a disciple…
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