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Lord, anything that will come from You I
will love, if it’s delights or if it’s sufferings.
beloved, yes, make a heaven for Me in
your heart; how I delight to hear this
from you, child!1
yes, and any suffering chosen by your
own will, thinking it will please Me, will
be a horror in My eyes; you will only be
deceiving yourself; it will be for the devil,
not for Me; reparations will be
instructed by Me;
I love You and depend on You entirely.
by loving Me you glorify Me, yes;
(I heard Satan saying: “Those moments are
martyrdom for me!” He could not bear my
heart rejoicing in God's love to me and my
love to Him. Loving each other.)
it is like sealing him with a red-hot Cross
all over him;
June 23, 1987
Jesus, You have been my Teacher from the
very start. But wouldn’t I have someone
like a Spiritual Director, as they say, to
guide me a little? So far I have no one and
those I approached either were not
interested, or too busy, or horrified. No one
told me: “My child, do this or that,” in a
gentle manner, and followed this up. The
only one who definitely gave an order was
to say: “Stop, this is not from God, so stop
writing, at least for a few days and see
what comes.” I listened to him, I did stop,
but Your Hand managed to write while I
was doing my own notes, “I, God, love
you, never forget this;” You took full
possession of my hand. Then again in a few
minutes “Never ever forget that I, God,
love you;” It felt like someone who loved
me visited me in prison, a surprise visit. It
was wonderful!
1 God will choose Himself my sufferings.
My child, let Me be your Spiritual
Director; am I not pleasing enough for
you? I am Everything you lack; Vassula,
delight Me by modifying My Stations, by
simply adding the light and honour Me
by kneeling at each of My Stations; I will
give you more of My instructions all in
good time;
Jesus, thank You for letting me meet David.
My child, narrate Me and ask him: will
you let Me use you?
Lord, haven’t You asked this already
before? What do You exactly mean?
by this I mean, whether he will be willing
to work for Me? My Cross is heavy, will
you unburden Me for a while?
Yes, Lord.
come nearer;
June 26, 1987
(Bangkok)
(At 7.30 in the morning, I saw a coloured
cloud, very attractive to the eye. Then five
beams came out like a star. I said: “Look!”
and a hand behind me pushed me forward.
Another change came then, on one of the
beams a candle appeared, I said again:
“Look!” The hand behind me pressed me
making me fall on my knees. I still did not
bother to see who was doing this to me as I
did not want to miss a single moment of the
event. The five rays by now by their speed
of turning around they produced a kind of
lit ring; and suddenly from the very centre
of that lit ring Jesus appeared; I said:
“Look!” Again the hand behind me pushed
me and now I had my hands on the ground.
Suddenly hundreds of voices were
worshipping Jesus. They were just saying:
“J-e-s-u-s” all the time. Then Jesus’ image
left and instead a scene appeared. I again
said: “Look!” and the hand pushed me flat
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