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True Life in God
Notebook 13
June 21, 1987
Lord, why have so many people forgotten
You?
O Vassula! My Body is maimed to the
extent of
paralysation;
Vassula,
introduce the light in My Stations,
kneeling at every Station;
(I remain silent ...)
Vassula, I have spoken,
Lord, what can I do?
nothing, let Me do everything;
(Yes, but no one will do it since no one
knows!)
to have faith is also a grace given by Me
Vassula, have faith in Me!
(Later on:)
Now that You seduced me, what will
become of me?
do you want to know? I will hurl you
from My arms in this exile that My
creation has become! you will live
among them!
My God! Don’t You love me anymore?
(I became quite distressed.)
It was wonderful being in Your Arms, and
now You want me off!
O Vassula how could you say that!
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My Heart rends and lacerates to see
you among all this evil; understand My
child that I am sacrificing you to be
among Godless people; I suffer to have
you out in exile; daughter, many will try
and hurt you, I could bear now your
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I felt a pang of pain in Him.
sufferings,
2
but I would not bear, no, I
would not bear to have them hurt you;
What would You do, Lord?
I would not by-stand;
But why have You cuddled me and seduced
me so as to hurl me out? It’s almost not
fair!
(I was almost screaming!)
have I not said that you will be My
sacrifice? I am using you; you are My
net; yes, I am hurling you over to the
world; you are to offer Me souls; for
their salvation, I will redeem them; this
will not go by without you suffering; the
devil hates you and he would not
hesitate to burn you, but he will not lay a
hand on you; I do not allow him;
(It reminds me when I touched the other
day the exhaust-pipe of the boat which just
pulled us in. I put all my weight on that
pipe, hot enough to fry an egg, with my left
hand. I almost fainted with pain. Having
burnt all my left palm, the impulse to put it
in the sea was great, for relief, but I
remembered never to put any burned flesh
in cold water as it produces injuries. For
ten minutes, my hand was still hot and red
and swollen. But after half an hour
everything was gone, no pain, no burns
and it felt just like my other hand, in perfect
condition again.)
child, I will not see you hurt; I love you
and out of love I will choose My
purifications for you; I will never allow
any stain on you, understand what I
mean;
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Being split: My soul in His Heart and my body in
the world.
3
It means any sufferings indulged by Satan will not
be realised, but any sufferings that will come from
God will be realised. Thus purifying the soul.
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