Notebook 76 True Life in God 789 Father, Source of Life, Fountain of Eternal Life, Spouse, Your closeness to me awakened every fibre of my wretched heart, enabling me to penetrate into Your mysteries and into Your inexhaustible riches. How could I be counted, in my wretchedness, as one of Your heiresses? Scarcely born I sinned and I ceased to honour You, I sinned and I ceased to be. The clay You had fashioned had turned into Your enemy. Your altar had turned into a haunt of the lizard and the spider, a mark of ill-disposition and evil, clearly straying from the Divine Truth. O feeble soul! with so very little time to live on earth! what had you become! The light of justice was ready to strike my soul; Yet You, in Your desire to free and to save, were far stronger than Death itself, the powers of Darkness and Corruptibility, and You flowed on me, Father, like a River, healing what was considered fatally wounded; raising what was taken for dead and decaying. And Your teachings, Lord, accompanying Your visitations, already now are exceeding the scope of my human mind. My Father, You are compassionate and merciful, forbearing and forgiving, so do not avert Your Eyes from us, but lead us all back to You in the straight road. daughter of My choice, I give you My Peace .... I will grant your prayer, but when My Love is rejected, what am I to do? I am taking all means to save you from the blazing fire and I am going in all directions seeking by what means I could save all of you; Your Holy Spirit is the Breath of Life. He lifts us, revives us and graciously makes us penetrate into Your mysteries. Your Holy Spirit turns us into live and sacred Tabernacles, a Throne for the majesty of Your Son, a reflection of Your Image and into heirs for Your Kingdom. Father, allow now the heavens to tear open this year so that they pour out like never before Your Holy Spirit on us, then, we will all learn to love heavenly things and in Your Presence, we will rejoice. The dead bones will flourish and once again praise You, adoring You. ah, 1 My child, I am glad to hear your eagerness considering your wretchedness; I will keep My Promise: I will pour out My Spirit as never before in history on all mankind to deploy His power from one end of the earth to the other, ordering a renewal and a revival of My Sanctuary .... 2 yet, My Vassula, not everyone is worthy of My Kingdom; My forbearance is great but My Justice is just as great; I will have to unleash before an exhaling fiery breath, to restore Justice; I will have to, My Vassula, destroy the Beast and its followers by ejecting from My Throne peals of thunder and flashes of lightning to crush the godless and the empire of this world; My Justice will pursue all that does not come from Me; I am mild in judgement; had I not been, none of you today would be alive, I could have destroyed you all at once; but, as you see, see how slow to anger I am? who would then venture and say: 1 A sigh. 2 I understood it as: God’s people.