Notebook 110 True Life in God 3 __________________________________________________________________________________ immortality in His immortal splendour; the Lover of mankind will show you how you will go around to serve Him and Love the Triune God; We will sate you with Divine tenderness, intertwining Ourselves with you in Our embrace; We will be retracing in clarity and precision the path of life for you; come and give thanks aloud, praising Me in the assemblies and have your heart always ready to receive My instructions; yes Lord! for what have I to say? Your Rules, Lord, are melodious psalms now in my ears, and your Laws a Love Ode because You have visited me... union and conversation with my God is excelling all the pleasure of this world put together; I am filled with Your Love and I praise Your Holy Name that allows me to share in Your Light; the dose of Knowledge You have been instilling in me overwhelms my soul, Your Commandments epitomise faithfulness; You have shrouded me in flames, burning with the only wish to become liquid in You; when with tenderness You open Your Mouth to speak, as Your Word unfolds it gives light, not only to my soul, but all around me, for faithfulness is its essence... I lie frequently awake though, throughout the night, asking myself: - how is it that so many of Your creatures stopped believing in You and are in such great apostasy? - the sight of these renegades depress me, many of them hound You, oppress Your Divine Love and call You a 'cheap myth' ... - each one of them comes up with their own freaky philosophy declaring it worldwide with brazen words; they defy Your Law, digging pitfalls for those who are weak and waver; endangering the whole earth to fall apart; "yet He Himself fill their houses with good things;"1 - in earlier days I had to suffer in Your Fire and I shrivelled in the desert and in so many other ways… in these days I still suffer and grieve for the lack of faith around the world and how pitilessly they crucify Your Word over and over again; - they expose with pride their godlessness as though they had discovered a treasure, but in reality they have discovered tar and soot and their hands blackened want to blacken the whole world; - evil has become universal… then, in Your Great compassion, You call forth one among Your prodigal sons, You call forth one of them, and after having sifted him through and through You anointed him with a prophetic spirit to go and fight the 1 The Angels spoke suddenly.
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