Notebook 13 True Life in God 97 hotel room with my son around and husband. T.V. was on, I blocked my ears with a ‘Walkman’. I had nowhere to go!) I justly withdraw all your facilities; Why, Lord? why? so that I teach you to desire your God; wait until we are alone; Forgive me ... I forgive you; so Vassula, work while you are suspended; How, Lord? allow Me to whisper in your ear all My desires; Vassula, desire Me; use the graces I have bestowed on you; remember it is not only My Hand, using your hand; I opened your ear, I showed you how to see Me and how to feel Me, so use the other graces too; I love you; Jesus? I am, Vassula; We are together in this way again. yes, but not for long; reserve Me not for later, merely because you do not pursue your lifestyle of before; have Me locked in your heart, child; Lord, will I have bigger trials? O yes, you will face many more severe trials; (I sighed.) trust Me; I will be near you; you are My sacrifice are you not? why would I have you then among evil? I offer you to them, to be among wickedness; But I am also wicked. What’s the difference? I’m like them. are you, why then do you want to come to Me, at home? Because I love You. I fashioned you like Me to enable you to draw others to Me, I will detach you still more from earthly solicitudes; wait and you shall see; Vassula, yes; (I just saw Him in front of me.) love Me; come, take My Hand as you did yesterday; (Later on:) Vassula write the word aids, AIDS? Yes, replace it by the word Justice; 1My Chalice of Mercy has brimmed over, and My Chalice of Justice is full, do not let It brim over! I have told you before that the world is offending Me, I am a God of Love but I am also known to be a God of Justice; I loathe atheism! (Later on:) beloved, you will penetrate into My Body, I will let you see My thorns and nails, Lord, how will I see all this? I will give you sight, so that you see; I will give you strength, to pull out My nails and thorns; recrucified I am, But Lord, why have You let Yourself be recrucified? 1Read Rm. 1:18-32.
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