Notebook 13 True Life in God 83 be My altar; since I know your incapacity to draw from My Flame, I will pour Myself My burning desires in you, thus keeping My Flame ablaze; beloved, come, you are My flower which needs My Light; live under My Light, I do not want to see you perish; Lord, You attract me too. You know that ... does that amaze you? your wretchedness is attracted by My Mercy; your ineffable weakness by My Strength; your nothingness by everything I am; live for Me; (I told Him my desire.) earn your desire, Vassula, (I saw Jesus trying to show His desire.) Vassula, come, come closer to Me, Vassula, (I was hesitating.) again I ask you to want but Me only; Vassula, do not deny Me! listen to My Heartbeats, can you resist Me? How can I resist God? (Yet I’m trying to, for I don’t know how I’ll end up.) I love You, My God. come then to Me, have no desires for yourself; do you want to see Me there? (In my mind passed a famous picture of Jesus in a famous place, I don’t know why.) If it’s Your wish, Lord. But do not answer me, do as You wish though. daughter, all your work, let it be for My glory; My desires should be your desires too, I will write My desires and lead you; It is about unity? Yes, Unity of My Church; I want My Body strengthened; unity will strengthen My Church; will you remember My Presence? come then, let us go; May 24, 1987 I am with you; Do you want me to serve You? 1 I do, I want it very much; Vassula, come, I will show you how and where you can serve Me; remember everything I have taught you; (Teachings, mystic teachings so that my faculties are all alert, so that by being aware I will hear Him and feel Him all the more.) have My Peace; listen to My Voice; I wish I could hear You crystal clear ... Vassula, you will hear Me well enough to write everything that My Heart contains, all that My Heart desires; beloved, free yourself to be able to serve Me and wait upon Me; do you know what ‘free’ means Vassula? I will tell you; have confidence; (I felt that what He taught me would not work, and I might fail Him.) free is to detach your soul from worldly solicitudes; free your soul and love Me and My Works; serve Me in this way, detach yourself; I will have difficulties, My Lord! lo; 1 1 I asked this because this is what God had asked me and I through weakness and fear stopped Him from writing it.
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