74 True Life in God Notebook 11 watered and fertilised to maintain its beauty; I am your Devout Keeper; I love you; I love You too. (Jesus had seen the evil spirit pulling on me, I did not realise it, while the evil spirit was pulling I felt silly. Jesus was very quick to rescue me. Only when the evil spirit’s grip released, I realised my close fall! I can’t believe what happened!) May 16, 1987 (Last night coming back from a dinner, I went up the stairs and a great odour of incense penetrated my nose again. I understood.) Vassula, when you smell incense it is I, Jesus Christ, I wish you to feel my Presence; Vassula, I love you to distraction and beyond measure, alas! this Love which overflows my Heart, this ardent Flame of Love burning, is so little understood, so few come to draw from It ... so few ... Jesus, many people don’t know how to approach You, I'm so sure of that. they can come and talk to Me; I hear them; I can enjoy for hours any conversation; it brings Me so much joy when they would count Me among their friends; Last night, a man told me that all women desire to be Magdalenes. lo, not all; Well, those that love you probably do then. I want them to; Jesus, I think we will have to rush. where to? Downstairs, check the oven. 1 come then, let us go; Jesus when before Your approach I heard of You like a myth, I never realised how You are REAL. In my eyes, You were so far away. A story in a book! I know Vassula, I know, for many I am still a myth; find Me in Gethsemane next time we meet; I will reveal to you My anguishes, My sufferings and fears of that night; come, allow Me to rest in you, daughter; (Next day:) come, find Me where I have told you; O Gethsemane! what have you to unfold but fears, anguishes, betrayals and abandonments! Gethsemane you have depleted men from courage, you have suspended in your still air My agonies for all eternity; Gethsemane, what have you to declare that was undeclared? you have witnessed in the stillness of Holiness, the betrayal of your God, you have witnessed Me; the hour had come, Scriptures were to be fulfilled; daughter, I know that many souls believe in Me as though I was but a myth; they believe that I existed only in the past; for many I am but a passing shadow now eclipsed with time and evolution; very few realise that I existed in flesh on earth and exist now among you; I Am All what came to pass and is to pass; I know their fears, I know their anguishes, I know their weaknesses, have I not witnessed all these frailties in Gethsemane? 1 I’d forgotten the oven which was lit.
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