68 True Life in God Notebook 11 Me and I in you, you in Me and Me in you, us; adapt in Me, unite; But You have united us, Jesus. You said You did! I have; (I suddenly felt physically exhausted, so I asked permission to go.) Shall we go, Jesus? daughter, why? I’m exhausted, Jesus. beloved, I want you to stay, will you stay? (It was the first time Jesus insisted.) I will stay then ... torn is My Heart when I am left alone, But You are with me, we are together... I am with you now, but you do forget Me many times; leave Me free and let My Divine Hands mould you as I wish; I will form you to My image; let Me free to work in you; I am Jesus and Jesus means Saviour, daughter; I love you to jealousy; I want you all Mine; I want everything you do to be for Me; I do not tolerate rivals; I want you to worship Me and live for Me; breathe for Me, love for Me, eat for Me, smile for Me, immolate yourself for Me; everything you will do, do it for Me; I want to consume you, I want to inflame you desiring Me only; adorn Me with your petals, My flower; crown Me with your love; remove My thorned crown and replace it with your soft petals; fragrance Me with your fragrance, love Me and Me only; I have laid out My life for you out of Sublime Love; would you not do the same for Me your Spouse? betrothed, rejoice your Spouse, make Me happy! bind yourself to Me with eternal bonds; live for Me and Me alone; be My Sacrifice, be My Target, be My Net; creature, do you love Me? How can I not love You, My God? I do! say it, say it many times; let Me hear it, I love hearing it; say it a thousand times a day and every morning after you rest in Me, face Me and tell Me, “My Lord, I love you;” Jesus, I love You, but why are You becoming stern? 1 (Maybe I am not doing enough.) come, do not misunderstand Me! it’s Love talking, it’s Love’s desires, it’s Love’s flame, it’s Love’s jealous love; I cannot stand rivals; lean on your Holy Father, Spouse, Companion and God; come, let us rest in each other; love Me, daughter, with a jealous love too; 2 May 6, 1987 (My message to God before His message of May 6, 1987 – I am learning what God means by surrendering completely. Being detached. Leave everything and follow Him. His Words are symbolic, they are not material. Surrender, I have by loving Him first and beyond everything else and the feeling I would like Him to use me. Being detached, yes, to the extent of being detached from my body, meaning that I realise I have a soul that wants, desires to detach itself 1 Here, I meant, demanding. Jesus was demanding out of His fervent love. 2 The word rival means everything else that we put BEFORE God. We must put God first.
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