48 True Life in God Notebook 9 (I can’t see. I think I’m reading wrong!) little one, what would you do without Me? you must elevate more your soul to Me; Vassula, I will help you; leave yourself entirely to Me, never be discouraged; I will come back with My book later on; (I did feel discouraged, believing I disappointed Him for not raising high enough my soul. I went as far as to think He will exchange me for another soul. That His patience has limits!) Vassula, you must never ever believe that I will exchange you; will you believe Me? come, we will try next time; try and discern Me more with your mind as you did now; Vassula, let your entire being penetrate in Me and dissolve within Me; completely; love Me and amend for others; elevate, I will teach you to elevate your soul; let us go; March 22, 1987 serenity is what I love; you will work with serenity and not haste; I have come back with My book; What is in that book too? I have written in it a few names of souls; souls who are to revive My Flame, the Flame of Love; will you read where I point out for you? Yes, Lord, I have been worried about that little book which I couldn’t read. I know, (I can see its cover is soft and gold.) yes, its cover is golden; look inside it and read, “I will make of you My altar, upon which I will place My burning desires of My Heart, My Flame will live within you; be drawing from My Heart and fill your heart; I, the Lord, will keep My Flame ablaze for ever and ever;” will you kiss My book now, daughter? (I did.) I will tell you; (I had a question.) it is a spiritual guidance for My chosen souls; now you know; (Later on, the wave of uncertainty and doubt covered me.) Vassula, do not fear; it is I, Jesus; listen, beloved, all the guidances have their sufferings too; in yours is the uncertainty which makes you suffer; have I not said that suffering purifies your soul? accept it, and leave Me free to do what is best for you; let Me act in you; are you willing? I’ll do it if it’s You, Jesus. I am Jesus, Your Saviour! we will suffer together, we will strive together; here, lean on me; come, let us go and read together; (Later:) I am here; live for Me; glorify Me by loving Me; come, all is for My interests of Love and Peace; deny Me never; evil will always try and interfere to stop My designs but I will prevail so rely on Me; But, Lord, can I complain about some things? feel free with Me, Vassula;
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