Notebook 9 True Life in God 43 sorrowful Soul, from Its depths it came, like as if It was close to death from sorrow.) creation! which My Father created by His own Hand, why, why do you give Me so much sorrow!! (Then He turned to me, his face and tone very grave, saying:) have you ever thought of Me before I came to you? (Guilt.) No, I haven’t. (Still grave.) would you have come to Me if I had not sought and found you? No, I don’t think so. (More guilt.) now you love Me; Yes, my Lord, I do. My guidance has changed you, has it not? Yes, it has. 1 will you muster My children and feed them? (I felt helpless.) My God, how could I, with what means?! (I want to please Him, showing my thanks, but I can’t.) trust Me; let Me guide you, Vassula; let Me muster My children; I know you are helpless; I know you are weak; you see, 1 There I really felt that I am nothing and it was not for my merits He approached me since in the very beginning I almost rejected Him! you cannot do anything without Me; now, will you let Me use you as My instrument until I have completed My Message? Yes, as long as the Message will be from You, Jesus. I am Jesus, never doubt; weary not of writing; every word My lips utter, will make you feel My wounds; I drag you down with Me in the dark dominion of My foe showing you how souls suffer; 2 I outpour on you all My sufferings that wound Me profoundly; My priest, for My priest you are, you will walk with Me; never will I abandon you; together we will share My Cross; together we will suffer; together we will strive; you will take your rest in Me and I in you; March 18, 1987 I have taught you to love Me and recognise Me; I showed you My heavenly works, pouring out all the mysteries of My Heart, and showing you My ineffable Mercy, purifying you to be the source of My revelations and showing the world My Grace; indeed, I have bestowed upon you all My insatiable love showing My children how much I can love them; 3 nevertheless, reminding you that you are not any different than the rest of them and that you are not to keep this guidance hidden; I want My effusions to cover this world, for this is My will; Vassula, allow Me to act in you as I please; come now and console Me, yes, by loving Me; I am Yahweh and it is on Me you are leaning and it is to Me you are coming to and meditating; you are invoking Me in your prayers, so do not 2When He showed me Hell. 3 I’m like a sample.
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