42 True Life in God Notebook 9 virtuous is remembering Me; come, let us go; I wish to make it known to you that I do approach in a supernatural way giving My Messages; do not forget that I am God of Mercy and in spite of your wretchedness and the indifference you had towards Me, I love you; I gave you this charism so that you learn directly from My lips; Vassula, resting in your heart feels good; (Later on:) (Again, the wave of doubt covered me.) come, suffering purifies you; lean on Me, accept to suffer; amend, amend, amend for others; come, let us revive all My children; (There, I became quite distressed!) But, my God, I am helpless, how could I do anything? (He said very softly:) will I ever abandon you? use My grains and sow them into fields, yielding the fruits of Peace and Love; let My Word be known to all; I will be with you all the time; Suppose they refuse It and put it aside, doubting about It? Suppose they think it’s no good, suppose they do not believe it’s You! hear Me, My Vassula, why are you fearing? all of My creation was done by My Hand, have you forgotten that I am Omnipotent? all My creation obeys My Will; little one, I am the Most High; do Glorify Me; be like a flower needing My Light to live; March 17, 1987 Vassula, will you bear My Cross now? I do, according to Your will, Jesus. feel; feel how heavy It is; I need to rest; follow Me, come nearer to Me, I will unburden My Precious Cross on you; (Later on that day, I felt unspeakably distressed. Melancholic and now needing to be comforted, but not finding it.) you have felt My immense burden on you; never refuse My Cross; My burden is heavy; Vassula seek not why I elevate you to Me; 1 leave Me free to do with you whatsoever I want to until I come and deliver you; beloved, your guidance has its martyrdom, by seeking to find the truth in it and not finding it, it martyrs you; suffer for Me, suffering purifies your soul; immolate yourself to Me and do not seek to find; 2 just believe; leave Me free to act in you, and through you manifest My Word thus healing My children; believe in My Redemptive Love; My Cross is heavy, yes, I will come many more times entrusting you with It; You are My bride, My beloved and My flower; by bearing It for Me you relieve Me; within My revelations I breathe into you, there are embittering passions of sorrows, pains and sufferings which flow out from the very depths of My Soul; come and listen one more time to My Heart and feel how It lacerates; feel how It seeks you all! (Then as if He could not take it any longer, with a cry which came out from that 1God reminds me to accept what is happening to me. 2 I was trying to discover whether this is a real guidance.
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