Notebook 14 True Life in God 115 I know, lean on Me; (I felt desperate.) Vassula, Vassula, no, you cannot enjoy these earthly solicitudes as before for this is My will; I do not want you to bear those things; Jesus? I am; look into My Hands; look, Vassula they are bleeding; Vassula, revive My Church; hear Me, have you seen all this blood streaking down My arms? I suffer; Lord, why do You give so much pain showing me all this? (The vision was so vivid, I thought His Blood will drop on this note-book.) to let you understand how I suffer, beloved, seeing so many souls under Satan’s power; let Me use you till the end; I love You. be with Me; “us,” I will always remind you; we; 1 love Me; August 7, 1987 Jesus? I am; (Jesus was again giving me images of His scourging, His right side of His face swollen. Again I felt in pieces.) Vassula, I love you all so much! Quickly, quickly2 ... 1 In saying “we”, He indicated it with His index as a Teacher talking. with My power I will raise even the dead; Vassula, I want to clarify My message of last week; do you know that I withdraw just a little bit of My Light? do you feel this? I do. good; by withdrawing My Light but just very little I nourish your intellect in the sense that I make you seek Me more, raising you to contemplation and enlivening it, flourishing it and thus becoming fruitful; How did You nourish me before bringing me into this? I had given you recourses which lie out of your intellect; now I wish to have you penetrate into a higher degree of meditation; Vassula, you have to progress; I am only enriching your food with this slight change; I want this to be clear to you; I have told you that I will detach you in every sense, have I not? Yes, You did, Lord. by being now detached I will enliven your faculties; The insight You talked about? yes, your insight, giving you this spiritual grace will help others; How others, Lord? you will be able to understand My children and thus you will be able to help them; do not relate this slight withdrawal of my Light as abandonment; no, Vassula, I am only advancing your soul into holiness; 2Here I meant, “hurry up and complete Your will so that You don't suffer more”; I couldn’t bear Him suffering.
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