112 True Life in God Notebook 14 I am happy to be with You, my God ... why? 1 Because I love You. Because You are my happiness, my joy and smile. You are my happy life; that’s why. fill Me with joy, Vassula; love Me, Vassula; trench into deeper depths of my Heart and let all My Love utterly consume you in nothing else but a Living Flame of Love’s Love! beloved, rest in Me and let Me rest in you; be My heaven; July 26, 1987 My God? I am; little one, who else would lead you by this special path unless I, God, had chosen it for you? In the beginning, I was very much hesitating, afraid that it’s from evil. the devil would have fled when you worshipped Me; he would be unmasked, revealing his insidious designs in mind; he would not bear humility, love, and devotion; have this always in mind; grip My hand and climb2 do not weary, repent often; how will you now proceed? You are asking me, Lord? I am; I can’t, unless You do by helping me. 1 Jesus seemed eager to hear the reasons. He enjoys it! 2 ‘Climb’ means to progress spiritually, in here. good; he who fights against My wishes will be kicking against a goad; July 27, 1987 (I come with a feeling of desolation, I feel God is not so near as before.) grieve not, My Vassula; I will clarify to you all this; I am near you; July 28, 1987 (Still with this feeling of desolation.) Jesus, I am so afraid to be misleading people when I tell them that I feel sometimes your hand caressing my head. Maybe I’m wrong? It would be terrible if I’m wrong! grieve not, believe in my Redemptive Love; I have caressed you so many times in the past as well as now; no, Vassula, you have not imagined it; it is I, Jesus; July 29, 1987 (Still with this desolate feeling.) Jesus? I am; I have told you that My bonds are eternal bonds; what have you to fear? erroneously you believe that because you are not used3 as before I am less with you, or that I have forsaken you, or that I am angry with you; no; no, Vassula, it is none of these reasons; My Love has not changed, I have not deserted you, I will continue inspiring you; 3 In the sense of being an instrument of God.
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