Notebook 13 True Life in God 101 Lord, anything that will come from You I will love, if it’s delights or if it’s sufferings. beloved, yes, make a heaven for Me in your heart; how I delight to hear this from you, child! 1 yes, and any suffering chosen by your own will, thinking it will please Me, will be a horror in My eyes; you will only be deceiving yourself; it will be for the devil, not for Me; reparations will be instructed by Me; I love You and depend on You entirely. by loving Me you glorify Me, yes; (I heard Satan saying: “Those moments are martyrdom for me!” He could not bear my heart rejoicing in God's love to me and my love to Him. Loving each other.) it is like sealing him with a red-hot Cross all over him; June 23, 1987 Jesus, You have been my Teacher from the very start. But wouldn’t I have someone like a Spiritual Director, as they say, to guide me a little? So far I have no one and those I approached either were not interested, or too busy, or horrified. No one told me: “My child, do this or that,” in a gentle manner, and followed this up. The only one who definitely gave an order was to say: “Stop, this is not from God, so stop writing, at least for a few days and see what comes.” I listened to him, I did stop, but Your Hand managed to write while I was doing my own notes, “ I, God, love you, never forget this; ” You took full possession of my hand. Then again in a few minutes “ Never ever forget that I, God, love you; ” It felt like someone who loved me visited me in prison, a surprise visit. It was wonderful! 1God will choose Himself my sufferings. My child, let Me be your Spiritual Director; am I not pleasing enough for you? I am Everything you lack; Vassula, delight Me by modifying My Stations, by simply adding the light and honour Me by kneeling at each of My Stations; I will give you more of My instructions all in good time; Jesus, thank You for letting me meet David. My child, narrate Me and ask him: will you let Me use you? Lord, haven’t You asked this already before? What do You exactly mean? by this I mean, whether he will be willing to work for Me? My Cross is heavy, will you unburden Me for a while? Yes, Lord. come nearer; June 26, 1987 (Bangkok) (At 7.30 in the morning, I saw a coloured cloud, very attractive to the eye. Then five beams came out like a star. I said: “Look!” and a hand behind me pushed me forward. Another change came then, on one of the beams a candle appeared, I said again: “Look!” The hand behind me pressed me making me fall on my knees. I still did not bother to see who was doing this to me as I did not want to miss a single moment of the event. The five rays by now by their speed of turning around they produced a kind of lit ring; and suddenly from the very centre of that lit ring Jesus appeared; I said: “Look!” Again the hand behind me pushed me and now I had my hands on the ground. Suddenly hundreds of voices were worshipping Jesus. They were just saying: “J-e-s-u-s” all the time. Then Jesus’ image left and instead a scene appeared. I again said: “Look!” and the hand pushed me flat
RkJQdWJsaXNoZXIy MTQ2Mzg=