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I ask You to teach me to love You more and
as You wish so that You can spare me and
so that I may honour You.
little one, I am your divine Teacher who
will teach you; never doubt, never doubt
of My Forgiveness;
No Lord, I will not doubt. Make me worthy
of You because of your Grace and approach
to me, allow me to glorify you. Forbid me
to sin and from constantly offending You
with my sins, Beloved.
bless Me;
Jesus, I bless You. Father, I love You.
at My Stations I desire to see you;
Oh Jesus, how? I want to but how, with
who, who will guide me?
(From desperation my eyes filled.)
reserve your tears for the time you will
hear offences being said on account of
My Mother;
Oh Jesus, help me.
daughter lean on Me, let Me instruct
you, please Me by being pliant as you
are, come, be near Me, I love you;
I love You, Jesus. Have mercy on my
ignorance.
I have; delight Me and say: “Lord, let Me
be your victim, the victim of your
burning Love; I desire to worship You
and You only, stretched on Your Cross
with You, never looking left or right; I
desire to quench Your thirst by earning
souls for You; victim of Your Love I will
be, I love You;” say it!
(I said it.)
from now on you will never leave My
Heart, Vassula; select, Vassula; either
your life or a victim’s life, select;
Jesus I don’t want You to leave me. I want
to be with You, at Your side.
then you have chosen well, you will
resemble Me, be a victim of Love; flower,
you will flourish under My Light;
I thank You, bless You, for all that You give
me and for the compassion You have upon
me.
have My Peace, daughter; never forget
My Presence; allow Me to rest in you, for
this is My home;
Jesus You make me happy and I learn from
You.
flower, I am your Master and God; come,
us, we?
Yes, Lord.
October 6, 1987
(I felt poor. And I am. I am not pleasing
God because of my ignorance and slowness
to understand. I’m not happy with myself.
He was so right about me as being “by far”
the most wretched of His creatures. I hate
now talking about how this has started,
because I find I am talking about myself.
It’s ugly, very ugly. But friends and people
want to hear about how it started so I was
obliged to explain and the more I went on I
could not avoid despising every time I said
something about myself, to the point that it
made me decide that from now on I shall
not explain how it started, thus I will avoid
talking about myself. I thought they could
find out from others. If they are curious,
they will not be appeased by me. If they
want to read because they believe, God will
enlighten them. I shall not be my own
witness. I shall leave everything in God’s
hands. He makes the impossible possible, so
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