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True Life in God
Notebook 16
No Lord, I look upon You as My Holy
Father, Holy Friend, Holy Brother, and I
look upon St. Mary as My Holy Mother,
You are my Holy Family. How can I forget
You?
beloved, I am your Spouse too, this is the
way I wish you to love, love Us
intimately, nevertheless never forgetting
that we are Holy, honouring Us; We are
your Holy Family, I am your God; be
alert;
Yes, Lord.
let us go;
Let us.
October 1, 1987
(Morning. I had been occupied all morning
with a visitor here who was trying to sell
me cosmetic products. It was all
unnecessary as it was all a waste of time.
But she was sent by a friend of mine.)
little one, I love you to distraction; I am
your well-Beloved; why Vassula? do not
withdraw from Me! you are guessing
correctly;
1
My love is again inflamed and
when It is, I allow Myself to demand
love; I desire you to live for Me only; I
want you to fix your eyes on Me; look at
Me, love Me, fragrance Me, adorn Me,
bless Me, desire Me, breathe for Me,
smile only for Me, tell Me how much you
love Me your God, seek to bring others
to Me, satisfy My insatiable thirst; I am
thirsty Vassula! I thirst for love, I thirst
for souls; Vassula, why bring Me rivals,
do not bring any more rivals, do not!
eulogise Me, I have given you
abundantly, will you not gratify Me for
all I am giving you?
1
I could feel Jesus’ Heart inflamed again,
overflowing with love.
I have walked with you in My garden
of delights, we shared its beauty; I have
shared My joys and sufferings with you;
I have laid My Cross on you, we are
sharing It together,
sharing Its
anguishes, sorrows and pain, we share
Its Love; have I not lifted you to My
breast feeding you, healing you? I have
taken you as My bride sharing My Cross
as our matrimonial bed; will you look at
Me?
(I looked at Jesus’ face.)
could I ever abandon you flower? I am
He who loves you most; remain near Me;
here,
2
listen, I will tighten our bonds
even more now; I want you closer, I want
you one with Me; who was first to hold
you?
How, Lord?
I was first to consecrate you and lay eyes
on you; Vassula I have created you for
Myself; let Me remind you who you are,
you are nothing else but dust and ashes
and it is out of My immense pity I lifted
you to life from among the dead;
remember always this;
(The pastor came and I showed him the
revelation. To start with he did not believe.
3
Then he denied St. Mary as our Holy
Mother and never heard of apparitions. He
did not believe in any Spiritual Works. He
is against Holy pictures. He probably
thought I was not normal.)
Vassula, I am Wealthy, but very few
know of My Riches! when I was in flesh,
have I not been despised, have I not
been looked upon with contempt, have I
not been called a blasphemer? have I not
2
It was as if He had a sudden idea, stopped, pointing
at our ankles which I saw tied to each other.
3
Later in the years, I found out he was an evangelist.
At that time I still did not know the differences.
© Vassula Rydén
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