Notebook 56 True Life in God 581 Lord, forgive us our guilt, our wickedness, our failures, our intolerance, our lack of love, forgive us the lack of our love and sensitivity. Convert the wicked, the impenetrable, the lethargic, the atheists, and transfigure them into vessels of light to glorify You. Humble the proud, lower the high, bend the rigid; Transfigure us all as in Your Transfiguration. Amen. once My Holy Spirit besieges you, you will all be transfigured; I am always ready to forgive you; I love you, little one; we, us? Yes, Lord. November 25, 1991 Lord, have I failed You in any way? You have called me but have I really responded You? Have I really listened to Your Voice, or have I been ignoring It? Have I maybe been insensitive to the appeals of Your Sacred Heart? Have You taken Your Loving Eyes off me, O Holy of Holies? In the anguish of my spirit, I pray and ask You: Where are those Eyes so loving upon me? Where is my Abode, Your Sacred Heart? How is it I cannot hear Your Voice, or feel Your Presence? Have I lost Your Friendship because of my insensitivity? Have I lost Your Companionship, O Holy of Holies? My priest! the corpse will be tossed inside a hole, buried and forgotten; daughter from Egypt, have My Peace; I have placed you in the land of the living; look at Me and be confident of My Love and Friendship I have for you; do not make Me weep out of pain, how would I desert you? but the evil one is desperately trying to loot all the riches I Myself have offered you; out of the pit I have taken you and back in the pit he wants you buried; daughter, trust Me, orphaned I shall not leave you; take My guarantee, daughter; I shall never abandon you! hear Me: be reassured, you have not wasted your breath; 1 you are so, so weak and powerless and ah! how My Spirit can breathe freely in you! whispering in echoes I flutter at your ear My Words that are to be uttered in My Assemblies; why, soul, you are unlearned and utterly powerless for all that are Knowledge and Wisdom; so how could your spirit comprehend all of this unless the Spirit who speaks through you is My Own? Vassula2 .... you are so very precious to Me.... listen, My child, there is an Angel by your side to take pity on you, console you and pray for you; wait, I have more to say; I recognise your stupendous weakness, this is why I shall use this weakness to draw My people to Unity and show them how I, the Lord, feel in their negligence; I will show them what is most desired by Me; I shall, in your weakness, show them how I feel about those distinctions they have created among them; – tell Me, are you not all alike, made by My Own Hands? Yes, Lord. 1 The Tempter came to me saying that I was not doing enough for the Lord and that all my meetings in England and Ireland were a total ‘fiasco’ and that all my words said to them were wasted. I panicked and thought the Lord had turned His back to me. 2Jesus uttered my name almost in a whisper.
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