180 True Life in God Notebook 20 the other as a sacrifice; Russia, My daughter, thought it wise to do the same; she took My Holy Presents offering them to Satan who turned them all into weapons; Satan blinded her with his glory and in her blindness removed her from the marshlands and placed her into the wilderness to thirst and die; I saw her walking naked and struggling in her own blood, I called her, but she would not listen; I called her again, but she would not hear My call; instead she provoked Me, calling her younger sisters to support her morals; if they refused she forced them with her sword; have I not said: “he who will raise the sword shall perish by the sword”? I rationed her bread so that she would need My Bread, but she preferred to starve rather than eat from Me; exhausted and hungered, she sent her younger sisters to continue her wicked works in secret because her vanity was inspired by Vanity himself who is Satan; her land bore not enough to feed her; she became, as one would say, ‘a dependant’ on My enemy; daughter, do no more now; I will continue tomorrow with this Message; come, let Me bless you, daughter; feed on Me; we, us? Yes, Lord. January 5, 1988 (When I read again the passage about Russia, lying dead, I cried bitter tears again.) do not weep, Vassula; I told you, I will resurrect her; I love her, Lord. I feel pity for her, Lord. I love her. love her as I love her, she is My daughter too, your sister, Lord, will You go over to her and resurrect her? Will she return to You, O Lord? I will go to her and resurrect her and carry her to My House; I want all My children to love her; we will all surround her with Love; My God, did You say that You will continue Your Message of the 4th? I will continue: when Russia became a dependant of Satan, because her land was barren, he offered her the deadly fruit he keeps in store for those I love; it kills in stages; the more one eats of it the more one needs it; it is deadly, killing slowly; he nourished her with his fruit and killed her; she died with this fruit still clenched in her hand; Vassula, trust Me, I will resurrect her, daughter, be still, do not worry; leave Me free and I will accomplish My Works; Lord, I’m worrying, because You asked me to bless Your children of Garabandal and let them know of Your Message; then allow the authorities to read how to start uniting; then ask them to sanctify Garabandal and make them understand that Garabandal is the sequel of Fatima. Then of how offended St. Mary is for not honouring her apparitions in Garabandal, repeating the error of Fatima.. Oh Lord, then now, Russia and You keep hinting to me all along that it is to Your servant John Paul II that I must hand over the Message and I have done NOTHING of all this! Your Word is on me and it is heavy to bear… say it now! I was going to say, “…all alone.” 1 Forgive me. 1 I felt ashamed but as He is The Truth He asked me to finish my sentence.
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