88 True Life in God Notebook 12 My God, maybe we’ll lose each other from my own fault. have you forgotten our links? I am your Spouse and you are living in My House; I am feeding you; I envelop you with My Light; I watch over your frailty, I treat you like a child because of your misery, what will I not do for you! are You happy with Me, Vassula? Yes Lord, may You be Blessed forever for it is You who gives me happiness, You are my smile. love Me in spite of your doubts; Lord? come, you are weak but I will strengthen you; I want you strong for My Message; 1 would you wish Me to unveil your eyes completely and see Me clearer? I would, if it is Your wish too. you need a few more steps towards Me, you are almost there! I will unveil your eyes and you will behold in front of you, your Saviour! five of My Wounds will be open so that you penetrate into them; I will let you taste My sorrows; I long for that moment; fill Me with loving words; Vassula you are bonded to Me, yet, have you not felt more free? smile at Me when you feel My Presence and see Me; I am fully aware of your capacity and wisdom; I know I have with Me a nothing, a nothing at all; come, do not misunderstand Me, will I have a nothing or would I rather have a rival of some sort? I will of course choose a nothing to send on earth My words and My desires, without the slightest negation; 1The real apostolate had not begun. Lord, You have given me so much I feel very much in debt! have you got anything to give Me, Vassula? (I’m hesitating, what can I give?) surely you have just a bit of something! even if you have nothing to give Me, I love you; Maybe I have something to give You? have you asked yourself whether I wanted it or not? I am self sufficient, I suffice by Myself; Would You want me to give You something anyway? I do; But then whatever I give You will be no good in Your eyes! why? Because You are Perfect. I will receive it and even if it is evil I will turn it into good! I am Divinity; Have I then anything good to offer You? you have; but all that is good comes from Me; I have given it to you, everything good is from Me; (I’m a bit disappointed, I can’t please Him.) Then I have nothing of myself to give You. no; I have given you all that you have and is good; Maybe a good painting, offering it to You! 2 2My own hand-made paintings.
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