86 True Life in God Notebook 12 time is a rival for Me, when you look at your watch and I am with you; (I had offended Him because I looked at my watch.) come daughter, take My Hand and let us go; come we have so much work; This work or the other (housework)? both; daughter everywhere you go, I am; 1 altar, My Flame should stay ablaze forever; annihilate in Me; May 26, 1987 Jesus, a friend of mine said, “We never see Jesus happy or giving us a big smile in all the pictures representing Him, why?” I told her that I saw You happy many times, and I will not forget that broad smile You gave me, all Your face was smiling that morning; that morning You told me You had rested in my heart. Vassula, I smile in pure souls; I smile and delight in lowly men, I delight in holy men; Jesus, my God, I don't understand why I love someone I have never seen or met in my physical state, how and why do I love You? ah Vassula! loving Me .... everything coming from Me is Love; I created you to love Me, I created you out of Love, your soul thirsts for love; but how few are those that understand and accept this grace; May 27, 1987 Your whole guidance is easy to understand, Lord. It is not a complicated language. 1 I longed as never before for God. I thirst for God. loftiness wearies Me; learn to be humble, simple, modest, just like Me! Vassula, if you wish Me to be your Father, I will treat you as My child; if you wish Me to be your Bridegroom, I will treat you as My Bride; if you rebel against Me, I will treat you as a Judge; I am your Saviour; favour Me above everything and all; never deny Me; come often and drink and eat Me; I delight in you; May 28, 1987 Lord, You want me as Your sacrifice, You said? Vassula, yes, be My sacrifice; My God; I really do not know quite what sacrifice could mean. It can vary, but I understand that it contains suffering of some sort. Since You ask me to be one for You let it be. But, to be a sacrifice for God, one has to have some value, to glorify God. Since I know I am a speck of dust and chosen because I’m the most wretched, what sort of decent sacrifice would I be? So even to be a sacrifice for God one has to be in a state that would honour Him, that the ‘sacrifice’ is of some sort of esteem to be able to take place and honour God. Even that, my God, I am unable to give, unless You make me decent to be Your sacrifice, and thus become valid. Vassula, do you remember when I came and asked you to love Me? do you remember when an angel came to stir you unexpectedly? 2 that is the way I come, so be alert, do not sleep; I came to you unexpectedly and asked for love; I wished you to honour Me, I wanted to capture your love and be your Master reigning over you; I wanted you to need Me; how I yearned for your love, “lama 2The first time my hand wrote. It was sudden.
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