Notebook 11 True Life in God 71 faithfully Mine; have you imagined that I have not known all this? I knew everything, and that is precisely why I chose you; I told you that your ineffable weakness and misery attracts Me; come, this guidance will restore My honour, I rejoice at how it will remedy your injustices; Vassula, crown Me with tender words! My words, Lord? What possible value have they got to such a Majestic Presence? every tender and loving word coming even from you becomes divine in My Presence; it becomes great in My Ears; never weary of writing, My little instrument; everything you do comes from Me; I suspend you with My Strength and I call you when I wish; I love you, love your Lord too; (I felt again that His Greatness annihilated me completely, it was like plunging in the deepest ocean. A wonderful feeling, of wanting to be possessed by God and being pleased to be!) May 10, 1987 Vassula do you remember when I fed My people with manna? I threw it from Heaven, it came from My stores in Heaven; do you know that it is I who lifted the seas so that My people could cross to the Sinai? Yes, Lord. I am Omnipotent, little one; I am the One who installs together this guidance to feed many; I have, Vassula, communicated with you all this time! see? My God, and still I’m fearing that this is done by my subconscious ... let Me tell you instantly that you would never have done all this work on your own! do you believe in miracles? Yes, I do. consider this as a miracle then, I love you; I love You, Father. How could I explain to people when they ask me how do I see You. I feel Your Presence very much, and it’s no fancy. tell them that you see Me with the eyes of your soul; Sometimes, Jesus, I think I’m imagining You and want to turn my eyes away from You (the vision) to convince myself it’s not You ... in doing this you offend Me, Vassula; I have given you this grace, 1 accept My gift, accept what I give you! Lord, sometimes and especially in Bangladesh with the heat I feel exhausted, I wish I could do more work. Sometimes I wish I was like an amoeba, split in several pieces! I give you enough strength to complete My Works; Luke once said; “I will never exhaust since I am working for the Lord, for the Lord Himself is my strength”; little one I have led you as a father would lead his little child by the hand to school; estimate what you have earned with Me? I have indeed earned a lot. Since I never practised religion, nor had a Bible in the house since school time, and not having been to church since the baptism of my first son (15 years ago). You taught me many things. Not that I now consider myself as a scholar, but at least You taught me who 1 To have intellectual visions as well as imaginary visions.
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