692 True Life in God Notebook 66 walking with you; My Cross will lead you to sanctity; speak without fear; everything that I will be giving you will come from Wisdom, so be diligent and serve Me now, My little one, ever so precious to Me .... abide in Me and do not fear, I, I will never abandon you; preach in the manner I preached to you, raise the way I have raised you and make disciples of the Truth .... ecclesia will revive; peace, pray and praise Me; we, us? Yes! I, Jesus, bless you for the constancy of your work; ic; May 25, 1993 Eli! O Eli, my God, in your loving kindness come and defend me! You who lifted me from the grave do not hide Your Holy Face from me. Come to my side! Why do I feel You so far from me? To many I seem an enigma, a phenomenon, but You Yourself asked me to be Your Echo, have You not? So why does Your Echo disturb their ears when I am proclaiming Your marvels openly? Is it Your immense Power that frightens them? Is it Your massive Strength that leaves them trembling? Is it Your Voice thundering from heaven around the earth, in every nation, and in every city, that torments them? Is it because of Your majestic procession most powerfully revealed they are left in awe? Is it because I cry out at the four corners of the earth that Heaven is deluging soon at Your coming and that repentance should be made fast, that they are appalled? Or is it because of Your downpour of Blessings and Mercy they have doubts? Tell me, is it the Cries of Agony coming from a Father, that they cannot grasp? Your cries of Unity, Peace and Reconciliation are resounding in heaven and on earth, yet who is listening? Who can understand? Their flesh is rotting under their skin, yet when You cry out, “Salvation!” no one listens .... Ah, Eli, so many are waiting that I may be seduced into error and head for my downfall for they have never understood how the hand of a sinner could be held in Your Hand. O Eli, they have never understood why You and I are running anxiously at each street corner awakening the dead, why this collaboration? And why am I sent at the crossroads of every city to announce that Your Kingdom is at hand . So what am I accused for? Why am I feared and repelled? O Eli, they treat me as the scum of the earth; insult upon insult, calumny upon calumny, not that I care for my own name and reputation, but since I am guided by Your Holy Spirit, it is Your Spirit they are blaspheming. They are demolishing the Works of Your Spirit and knocking down whatever bricks have been reconstructing Your altars. 1 O Eli, ever so Compassionate, why are You so far, at times, from me? Look! Look at how I am struggling in this desert and come and save me 1Altars stand for: souls.
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