6 True Life in God Notebooks 1-6 the soldiers erected My cross, setting it in the furrow; I gazed upon the crowds, from where I was hardly seeing; from My swollen eyes, I watched the world; I saw no friend among those who mocked Me; no one was there to console Me; “My God! My God! why have you forsaken Me?”; forsaken by all those who loved Me; My gaze fell on My Mother; I looked upon Her and our hearts spoke, “I am giving you My beloved children to be your children too, You are to be their Mother”; all was ending, salvation was near; I saw the heavens open and every angel stood erect, all stood in silence, “My Father, into Your hands I commend My Spirit, I am with You now”; I, Jesus Christ, dictated you My agony; bear1 My Cross Vassula, bear it for Me, My cross cries out for Peace and Love; I will show you the Way for I love you daughter; December 4, 1986 (Still I’m amazed and have enormous doubts of how this is happening. How could this happen? I mean how can I not control my writing hand. It’s like I’m being used by another force. But I’m too realistic, that’s why I doubt, and yet, it’s happening, I’m confused ... ) I am here; it is I, Jesus; daughter, remember you are spirit and I am also Spirit2 and Holy; I live in you and you in Me; remain in Me; I, Jesus, am with you always; understand this: be in My Light, for I am the Light and through Me you are receiving knowledge; you are progressing; 1First time Jesus talked about bearing His cross was on October 23, 1986. 2This does not deny His Glorious Body nor my flesh. All right, You have convinced me that it is You. You have reached Your two goals: that I love You, was one, and that You are meeting me in this way is the other. You have seduced me. I know that I’m not more schizophrenic than the rest of the world, or psychotic than the psychiatrist himself. I know that it is not from the devils since I know how one feels when attacked by them, giving a disquieting feeling of torments. 3 I have not chosen to receive Your calls since I was totally aloof from You. You willed it My God. I do not regret, how could I, since I’m seduced now! child, I elevated you to enable you to be with Me; I taught you to love Me; are you happy to be with Me in this way? Oh yes! I bless you from the core of My Heart; December 8, 1986 Can I be in Your Light? You are in My Light; I am Jesus, your Saviour; wearing My Cross4 means bearing with you My sufferings, daughter; December 10, 1986 daughter, will you follow Me? do not wander astray, lead a holy life; Jesus, can’t I be like I am? 5 hear Me; list Me one person of holy creed who never chose the Church; list Me one person who was partial! .... 3 That is when I was attacked before, so that I abandoned the writings. 4Jesus meant the cross one wears around the neck. 5Leading a jazzy life but also trying to be a disciple…
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