46 True Life in God Notebook 9 your heart; marrying Me glorifies Me and purifies you; we are united; Yes Lord, but look to what You are united! I love you, come and lean on Me now; Vassula, feel My Heart; (Later on:) (I felt His Heart, which was very warm, and palpitating with the desire to be loved.) you need not feel embarrassed feeling My Heart, I am Your God who asks you this; allow Me to use you like I wish; allow Me to kiss you; (I got suspicious, thinking it’s evil trying to make me fall in sin.) I am the Lord Jesus Christ; do not fear; (I was still careful. Even though I had not felt evil around, still I was suspicious.) do not fear; (I could not ‘free’ myself, again this ‘leper’ feeling came on me. I did not move.) do you know how much I love you? Yes I do, Jesus. why then do you refuse My kiss? 1 Because I’m not worthy of a kiss from You. Vassula, have I not told you before not to refuse Me anything? and what have you answered Me? That I'll never refuse You anything. 1Much later on, after a few years only, when I got to know Jesus more, I understood that Jesus was teaching me to be intimate with Him, like St Gertrude and others. Yes, why then refuse My kiss; Vassula, never refuse Me; if I ask you something it is out of love, allow Me to kiss you, allow Me to do it! will you let Me now? come to Me and feel My kiss, a heavenly kiss on your forehead, are you ready? 2 I love you; March 20, 1987 Vassula, let Me tell you something; love Me till the end for the end will be sweet and I will be with you; How much You must have suffered! My sufferings were not in vain; I have liberated you from evil; I wish You could be happy sometimes. I am happy when I am among My beloved ones; Do they make you happy? yes, they uplift My sorrows; It’s a pity that we are not two thousand years back to be with You. I am still among you, daughter; Jesus, since you kissed me (yesterday evening) and all day today I feel ‘dissolved’ in You, like I’m transparent and tremendously peaceful! It’s like I am hollow ... Vassula, I am Peace; I will always give you My Peace; integrate your whole being in Me and I will dissolve you 2 Jesus kissed my forehead. He left me in an ecstatic state of mind. How can I explain it. For the following two days I felt hollow, transparent, like clear glass, He gave such a tremendous feeling of peace of the soul; my breathing seemed to go through my lungs and fill into my entire body, thus having this feeling of being air.
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