Notebook 8 True Life in God 29 love Me without measure; look at Me, have My peace; is there something you want to tell Me? Yes, Jesus. (I felt guilty for having to say this to Him.) Jesus, although I love taking down this guidance and being with you, I must do other things too! Vassula, happy are those who withdraw from their occupations and follow Me; you are indeed devoting a lot of your time writing with Me, but let Me tell you something else too; I also love to see you work and accomplish minor duties, duties of small importance, so long as you do them with love; every little work you do, no matter how small and meaningless becomes great in My eyes and pleases Me, as long as these small acts are done with Love; be blessed; (In the evening we had guests and I was counting plates, napkins etc. I thought I had everything on my tray. I hesitated, and asked, knowing Jesus was with me, “What do we need more?” He answered me without hesitation: “ We need love, Vassula; ”) February 19, 1987 Vassula, allow yourself to suffer; all My chosen souls suffered; by suffering your soul is purified like gold is purified in fire; so is the soul; your suffering is in your guidance; How in my guidance, Jesus? although I allow you to call Me any time in this way and thus be together, I also allow the gates of evil to be left open; your guidance will not be an easy task, for you will have evil fighting you by discouraging you, in giving you the wrong word; But, Lord, Your guidance can mislead me! no, it will never mislead you or anybody else; I have taught you to recognise Me, Vassula; I have chosen someone with an incapacity of mastering any language, one who will depend on My given words; I have taught you to hear Me, I am training your ear; come, be patient, learn to accept, learn from Me; (I started to worry.) Vassula, all will be perfect! Vassula edit; 1 it is I, Jesus; (Doubts again!) O come, I long to tell you something; My heaven is in you, because I feel glorified and rested; Jesus, I love you. Yes a lot too, 24 hrs a day I do. Even when I wake up in the night, my first thought is You. I eat, it’s You. I work at home, it’s You. I drive it’s You. I play tennis and You are in my mind and love is in my blood for You since my body aches from love. But, I cannot accept that I can give You rest, or that You find heaven in me, for what am I? A speck of dust, impossible I am, and when You tell me this I feel even worse in Your presence and ashamed. all that you said about yourself is true, but I love you and I do find rest in you; I have irrigated your heart with My Blood and placed it in Mine; I have purified it and given it My Peace and Love beloved; Vassula, I who came to you, always wanted your love; now I have prevailed, 1 Jesus used the word I would have used and I realised how God adapts Himself to the soul’s capacity.
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