22 True Life in God Notebook 7 hanged on it, moaning, with agony, covered in bruises and blood. I had to go by it. I didn’t know what to do. While passing it I heard Jesus call saying: “ oh help Me, Vassula, come near Me; ” I ran quickly up, left those glasses on the table and ran and took my scrapbook and Jesus wrote: “ My agony is great, My sufferings are many, will you not help Me, I who died for you? I am nailed on My Cross and I cannot come to you, so come, I want you nearer; Vassula, how I love you all, heal My children, call them, have them love Me; be blessed, be near Me, I love you ” . While He wrote this down He made me feel all alarmed and I had not realised that in a few seconds I was covered with sweat.) Vassula, I, Jesus, suffer and you discerned fully My Cross and I on it; I want you to feel My agony, suffer with Me daughter; live in Me and I will let you feel My pierced Heart, wounded by the lance and wounded by so many beloved souls; I love you, would you deny Me? I who suffered and died for you, will your heart have the courage to resist Me? I have suffered for love; I have called you out of love; I blessed you; I fed you; so now since I chose you, I will expect you to console Me, to love Me ardently; I will expect you to respond to Me; Vassula, have no fear; abandon yourself fully to Me; yes, surrender completely, abandoning yourself entirely to Me and leave Me free to do with you whatsoever I want to; I have already agreed to work for You, Lord. So now You can do what You please with me, Lord. yes, surrender; I love you, it pleases Me to hear you surrendering; never ever refuse Me for My love for you is unlimited; I will continue My teachings in giving you a secret; Vassula take your scrap book; fear not for My teachings come from Wisdom, all mysteries have not yet been revealed; all works are given to those who know how to love Me; (I will take my scrap-book now ... Jesus gave me the secret. Then He said: “ I will reveal many more hidden works to you .” That was the third secret.) every day that goes by, you come closer to Me; what does this mean? it means that I will soon be with you; (Death does not scare me at all!) February 12, 1987 God Almighty, I do not want to fall in vanity or self-interest, I ask you to help me! I want to remain a nothing. I want to remain plain and give You all Glory! Vassula, I am Yahweh; I love you; all authority will come from Me, little one; I will always remind you of your littleness; I will let you understand how I work; find peace Vassula, I am soon with you; (I felt relieved knowing that God will always remind me of my nothingness! I had an awful day, only doubts, that this is quite impossible, and that the whole thing is untrue, I felt that what is happening is not happening, yet I heard God calling me, it is like its absolutely real and yet nothing real, I suddenly felt as really the most wretched among men. What is really happening?) Vassula, have you forgotten how you were a year ago; My beloved, let Me remind you; when I, Yahweh, was
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