168 True Life in God Notebook 19 Vassula how I love you; will you kiss My Feet after doing the Stations of the Cross? Yes Lord, I will. come, do not forget My Presence; you seem to neglect Me these days; My God, give me the strength to manage everything. I want to please You as You know, but my capacity is limited. Will You forgive me? O Vassula, how I love you; I forgive you; write what you saw! (Jesus, in telling me that I neglect Him, looked sad and grave. When I asked Him to forgive me, His Divine Face lit up and with a bright smile, showing me His dimples, He opened His Arms wide, so that I fall in His embrace.) forgiveness will always be given without the slightest hesitation; and I made you discern Me fully so that you are able to tell My children the way I forgive; come, we, us; (Jesus in saying this made a movement with His index finger, like a Teacher, warning me.) December 7, 1987 I lead you in an ‘unorthodox way’, but I am God and I will choose any way, the hours are fleeing, the time is near; I will lead you like I wish, Vassula; December 8, 1987 (After reflecting what can await me I started to panic. These were moments of extreme weakness. I was very disturbed.) My God, can’t I love You like any other normal being in a normal way? Can’t You, Beloved God, guide me in a normal way instead of this way? Oh God, I feel so much responsible with all this. It’s a torture to know that in spite of all the graces You are bestowing on me, I remain wretched and so sinful, wicked. Why Lord, why do You keep me? I can't face You any more; I'm not worthy of You; let me go in my corner. Do not have me so near You. why? why? My God, no, I'll follow You and love You like the others in the normal way! beloved, I love you! 1 Oh Jesus, I am only wounding You. Let me go. I'll rest in my misery, but I won't stop honouring You and loving You. 2 wait! Lord, all of this3 is beyond my understanding, it’s beyond me! no, this is not beyond your understanding, not anymore; beloved, 4 five of My Wounds are wide open; I am bleeding profusely; I am suffering; your God is suffering; will you not glorify My Body? five of My Wounds are open for you to see what sorrow My creation is giving Me; I love you all in spite of your wickedness, in spite of your failures, in spite of your doubts, in spite of your iniquity, in spite of your denials, in spite 1 I saw Jesus hurt by my words. I felt awful. 2 I wanted to go to bed and sleep out my awfulness. 3The supernatural approach and all events to come. 4Jesus ‘exploded’, showing me how He suffers.
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