Notebook 18 True Life in God 159 daughter, do you think that My eyes are dry? 1 they fill up as much as yours, I suffer .... My eyes are wet too; O Vassula! My flower, how you understand Me now, daughter; together we shed tears, together we suffer, together we bear My Cross; 2My Heart is wounded by so many souls who embitter Me O Vassula, your tears are My tears; here, bear My Cross, take My nails too, will you let Me rest? Yes Jesus. (My soul has never reached such sorrow and agony as now.) Vassula, O Vassula, how I dread in telling you this, still I must tell you the truth; wear My Crown of Thorns and you will understand Me; I think I know, Lord. I will be ridiculed, denied? souls will not hear Me, they will sin, proved by their refusal to believe in My Merciful Message, proved by their reluctance and by their fear of admitting their fault; 3here, wear My Crown; (He placed it on my head.) you will glorify Me; listen, the time will come, in fact the time has come, where I will give you My instructions to scatter My grains in great abundance; Love will instruct you to fulfil My intentions; prove victorious, Vassula; daughter, delight Me and face Me like now; I have allowed you to feel My Bleeding Heart, leaving My Blood drip 1 I looked up, because Jesus’ voice shook with agony, and saw His Eyes full, and wet with tears all around His eyes. 2Jesus dictated very fast. 3 Jesus enlightened me to understand this passage. I know who this is referred to. It goes very deep into the Church. on your heart; I let you share My Cup ; around your head I have adorned you with My Crown, I have laid My Cross on you, My Nails I give to you, what more can a Spouse offer? all what I have given you are My most precious Jewels; My beloved one, now that you understand Me; are you willing to proceed into the depths of My Bleeding Body? Yes, Lord, take me there. daughter, we will then proceed, hold on to Me, bless Me; (I blessed Jesus.) come, I will bless you too; lower your eyes too; (Jesus blessed me.) call Me Abba, now you know what it means; Abba? yes, how I love you! I have also created you so that I have someone with whom I can share My sufferings; you will get to know Me, Vassula; you will learn who your Father is; flower, dearest daughter, let it be known how much I love My creation; 4 Vassula, do you know why I am giving you this powerful grace to call Me any time you wish? For the reasons You’ve told me already, Lord. there is still one more reason; Please do not write it, I have heard You. 4Here God is letting me know that He does not love me more than the rest of His creation, but shows how much love He has on me just as an example. I am like a sample.
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