Notebook 13 True Life in God 105 not wanting to come and throw itself in her arms and showing that it needs affection from her. The mother's heart was utterly shattered to see her child in misery and ignoring her too, she who could do so much if it had confidence in her! - The child was me; the mother, Jesus. - And all this because I felt as if I’m not getting anywhere, the message on my back and not doing much. I decided to go and sleep on it to forget. So I went to bed and tried to sleep to forget, in the afternoon this was. I thought of Jesus but I felt too miserable to even face Him.) beloved, I am your Consoler! lean your head on Me, allow Me to caress you and soothe your pain, allow Me to whisper in your ear My words; inside My Heart I have a place for you; spend no time elsewhere; come now in your place; 1 I’m incapable ... I will lift you and place you in there; July 7, 1987 (Switzerland) Vassula, you shall face severe trials, 2 do not forget My Presence, I am near you; believing in My Heavenly Works is also a grace given by Me; My Works, in your eyes, appear quite unorthodox, but I am God and with whom could you compare Me to? and to what can you compare My Works to? Vassula, when I see how so many of My sacerdotal souls deny my signs and My Works, how they treat those to whom I have given My graces and remind the world I am among you, I grieve ... they are unwillingly damaging 1He said this in such tenderness that only God can speak in this manner ... 2The Lord is preparing me for my apostolate. My Body, pono! 3 they deny My Works, thus making deserts instead of making the land fertile! Lord, if they deny Your works there must be reasons! spiritually they are dead; they are deserts themselves and when they spot a flower in that great wilderness they made, they rush to it and trample on it, destroying it, Why? why? it is a misfit in their wilderness, they make sure that their desert stays arid! I find no holiness in them, none, what have they to offer Me? Protection Lord! Protection not to distort Your Word! no, they are not protecting Me, they are denying Me as God; they deny My Infinite Wealth, they deny My Omnipotency, they are comparing themselves to Me; do you know what they are doing? they are promoting atheism, they are multiplying My scourgers, they are increasing spiritual deafness, they are not defending Me, they are deriding Me! I have willed, in spite of their denials, to help them, so that in turn, they would help and feed My lambs; love Me Vassula, honour Me by never denying Me; I will never deny You. I will never deny that these are Your Works Lord, even if I had to die! My sweet myrrh, My remnant, My beloved, look after My interests; be My altar; remain little so that I work in you and act in you, come let us pray, 3Greek: meaning “I ache!”
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