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True Life in God

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So why do You wait?

Why are You not intervening? Now!

do you dare challenge My Wisdom? are

you provoking My Omnipotence?

Ah, Lord,

to compose Your Household,

I can give my life for it and I have given it;

but my zeal for Your House devours me,

and when it comes to lift Your House

so that it does not fall,

I have given my soul and body,

regardless of the consequences;

I have sweated blood,

and at times spat out blood

from the scourge that crushed me,

and You know it;

I was handed down by Your Own

after they had hounded me like game;

but no complaint was heard from me;

For no reason

they treated me as a renegade,

but I withstood all the trials I faced,

for Your mighty Hand withheld my frailty;

my days are swirling like dust

to return to dust,

and I see no end to Your Holy Agony;

so for how long yet am I to keep saying:

“too long am I to live among people

who hate peace?”

for how long am I to watch

heaven mourning for its household

and its holy City?

am I to remain passive

while You are being

recrucified unnecessarily?

You know me, my Lord,

You who turned me

like a sycamore from Egypt,

that I would go, had I even to crawl,

in every country as You command,

and grain everywhere

Your Word given to me,

even on the mountain tops, I would go,

and down to the ravines;

You know me, Lord,

my mouth would not want

for arguments with Your Wisdom,

nor Your Omnipotence; never!

but the pillars of heaven tremble,

struck with awe from all that they see

in Your House;

the angels tremble

on the tremendous scourge

that is awaiting us in the coming days;

so how could I

compose myself in chaos?

Vassula, I shall tell you something in a

few moments, something you do not

know, but let Me tell you already this:

I am going to do something

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in your

own days that you would not believe if

you were to be told of it .... then, this is

what you should know: I have in this

very Household I have been telling you

about, kept a tiny remnant for Myself,

chosen by grace, nothing to do with their

good deeds; they are: a whispered echo

of My Voice; am I not likely to hear these

whispered cries?

(I looked sideways at Jesus and said:)

Have I set my face for a moment against

You like flint?

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From that date when the message was being

received, March 8, 2000, in less than two weeks,

while on a pilgrimage and gathering of the TLIG

family in the Holy Land, we were given permission

by the Greek Orthodox Patriarchate of Jerusalem to

celebrate two Orthodox Liturgies with pre-sanctified

gifts, in the Holy Sepulchre Church and on Mount

Tabor, and invite everyone to receive the Holy

Communion; we were 450 people with 12 Church

denominations and there were no restrictions or

interdiction to receive Holy Communion. - I think,

maybe it was the first time in history, after the great

Schism that the Greek Orthodox, invited EVERYONE

to receive the Holy Blood and Body of Christ. Yes,

indeed, Jesus, I would not have believed if I were to

be told of before this happened! Glory be to God!

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