Notebook 93
True Life in God
957
April 19, 1998
Lord?
I Am; peace be with you;
let it be known: the mouths that shout
calumny to you, are shouting calumny to
My gifts on you; they will have that sin
lying heavily on themselves unless they
come forward and repent!
I will repeat what I have already said
to you, I have joined your heart to Mine
forever and My promises stand firm; I
have joined your heart to Mine in such a
way to secure it, that there is no way of
uprooting it; you are, My dove, well-
rooted in what gives life and freedom;
My precious child, calm your heart and
do not pay attention to the violence of
calumnies said on you, little do they
know that they are calumniating Me and
not you, giving Me impressive wounds
on My Body; those who persist with
violence to calumniate My Work in their
deficiencies, will have in the end their
share ....
in My Infinite Love, I will increase in
you and while My Head will be resting
on your heart, I will continue to murmur
in your ear My Love and My words of
salvation and deliverance;
pupil,
remember,
do not get
discouraged; look around you; I have
gained fruits out of My Divine Work, so
lift your face to Me and smile, smile and
make Me happy;
I have now understood that in our close
union, our Good Lord feels everything.
Even if we feel unhappy, He becomes
unhappy because we are unhappy;
now allow Me to repose in My heaven
1
while you reflect on My Words;
1
Our Lord means: ‘let Me repose in your heart’.
April 21, 1998
May the sweetness of the Lord be on us!
2
ah, enter into the joy of your Lord! yes?
say it!
(I had a complaint.)
Why do You deprive me of Your
companionship?
come, say what you want to say ....
And You do it as though You take Your
pleasure in it by bringing forth all sorts of
events that obstruct me from using the gift
You have given me and being thus in Your
delightful Presence which is Light.
I have given you a wreath that will never
wither, and I have baptised you with
Fire; I have given you spiritual food and
drink; how is it that at moments you fail
to understand Me? I would have given
you now a sharp answer, but considering
your words pronounced to Me the other
day,
3
coming out from the depths of your
heart, know that I am reluctant in
mortifying you; I am still perfumed by
your words of love; I have received your
words as a sweet fragrance of myrrh and
My hair is covered with drops of your
aromatic words and My head is all
perfumed, you have bound
4
Me with
your words .... but I tell you, this act of
privation is so that I ripen your fruits;
2
Ps. 90:17.
3
While I was preparing some speeches that I would
read out in the presence of the responsible people of
True Life in God, I was seized by the Spirit of God
and wrote: “Today God the Father invites us in the
nuptial chamber of His Heart; this is the final goal
that everyone should attain in their spiritual life. -
God invites us all to plunge in His Bosom and lose
ourselves within Him. [Here are the words that
touched our Lord:] I, personally, would like to
become like liquid in God or sometimes go as far as
to dissolve so completely into God that I would be no
more.”
4
This word should be taken in the good sense.
© Vassula Rydén